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Strangers of the Past: Part XXI

Posted on 14/01/2013

toucanFrancis lifted his head just as his son stepped into the house, dragging his feet on the stone floor. With a perturbed brow, the father leaned back in his chair and folded his arms. “Neve…” he started to say just as his son walked past him without saying a word.

The man clearly hadn’t noticed his father sitting in the shadows and straightened his shoulders. Turning around, he managed a weary smile. “What are you doing sitting in the dark?” He paused to yawn.

“Why don’t you have a seat? We should talk.”

Neville groaned. “Can we talk tomorrow? I’m exhausted.” He rubbed his face wearily and yawned again.

“No. It’s urgent.” He gestured to the chair beside him. “Sit. I’ll be quick.”

With a heavy sigh, Neville trudged to the seat and plopped on it. Leaning forward, he rested his elbows on his knees and lifted a low-lidded stare to his father. “Okay Pops… What is it?”

For a moment, Francis could only stare at his son’s haggard appearance, taking in the dark circles under his half-closed eyes, his slack mouth and the shadows covering his chin and cheeks. “Are you not working too hard these days?”

The corner of Neville’s lips curled upward and he glanced down at his folded hands. “You noticed?”

Francis didn’t respond, waiting with baited breath for his son’s admission, already fearing the worst.

Neville sighed. “Alright… Since you’re the second one who’s asked me this week, I’ll be honest.” He lifted his wary eyes to Francis’ worried face. “Pops, I’m in love… Madly.” His lips widened in a boyish smile. “I’m madly in love with Ameya, and I want to marry her.”

The concerned father’s lips dropped open, his heart falling to his stomach as he stared speechless at his son who beamed openly. No, Neve… You can’t.

“Genevieve was right. I shouldn’t be a coward,” Neve continued, his smile widening as he thought of Ameya doting her son. “I love her and Tomas. I love having them in my life, along with you.”

“Why now?” Francis heard himself ask aloud. It’s been eight years. Why couldn’t you wait a little longer?

Neville shrugged his shoulders. “I guess I was holding out, just in case someone from her past…” He trailed off, shaking his head incredulously. “Who cares about her past? I love her for who she is now, not who she was before I met her.” He laughed softly, shifting his gaze to his father’s face. “I want to marry Ameya. And I will.”

Joy amid fatigue danced in his son’s dark eyes and Francis could only swallow the hardened lump in his throat.

—-

Muffling laughter could be heard from the outer room facing the sea. A gentle breeze lifted the hem of the muslin curtains, stroking the edge of the bed. “That’s tickles!” a male voice exclaimed, followed by a female’s giggle.

“Stop,” came the half-hearted protest amid giggles as the long-fingered, left hand grabbed the slender one assailing him. “I told you I’m ticklish.”

She smiled, lowering her head to kiss the nape of his neck. “You’re too old to be ticklish.” Still, she didn’t bother pulling her hand from his firm hold. Her eyes lovingly trailed along his broad shoulders to his strong neck dusted with blond hairs, pausing at a curiously scarlet mark by his right ear. “Interesting…”

“What is it?” the husky voice of her male companion replied, half asleep.

“You have a very strange-looking birthmark, right here,” she said impishly, lifting her left hand to his ear. Before she could even touch his ear, the man swiftly grabbed hold of her other hand, the sunlight from the window reflecting light on his wedding band.

“Argh, curse you!” she giggled as he wrestled her onto her back with her hands imprisoned above her head. Breathlessly, she stared at his bare chest dusted with tiny freckles and blond hair.

Her heart skipped a beat as the man’s face lowered and she closed her eyes, pursing her lips in anticipation for his kiss that she looked forward to every waking moment.

Ameya snapped her eyes open to the ceiling, her cheeks and body warm from the dream. Dazed, she lifted a hand to her bosom, feeling her racing heartbeat.

She rose abruptly to her feet and quickly shuffled out and round the corner to Tomas’ room. Lifting her heels so as not to wake her sleeping son, Ameya made her way to his bedside and perched on the side. Staring down at his cherubim face, Ameya held back a sigh.

Eyes trailing down his face, she paused at his right ear. Her heart skipped a beat as she recalled the day she’d discovered the curious mark under his right earlobe while giving him a bath. Neville told her it was nothing to worry about, that it was just a birthmark. Ameya swallowed hard, her vision blurring as she stared forlornly at her only son. The man haunting her dreams every night was undoubtedly Tomas’ father, birthmark, hair color, pert nose, freckles… and gray eyes.

She paused at mid sigh and blinked at the boy sleeping with his pursed lips parted. Gray eyes…?

—-

“I feel like you’re hiding something from me,” Tampa accused in a low voice later that evening as she spoke with her strangely-subdued husband on the phone.

Marcus leaned against the banister, staring out onto the main road, his thoughts flicking from his wife to Hannah’s confirmation earlier.

“Marcus,” Tampa’s firm voice pervaded his thoughts and Marcus blinked to attention.

“Hmm?”

“Are you even listening to me?”

“Sorry…” Marcus mumbled and swallowed a sigh. “I’m sorry, Tampa.”

“Sorry for what?” Tampa sighed in exasperation. “Listen, I have this sick feeling in my stomach and it’s been bothering me. Put me out of my misery and just tell me.”

Marcus frowned. “What do you mean?”

“I can’t explain it. But there’s a feeling that I’m missing something, or losing something important… It’s really freaking me out, Mark. Is something wrong?”

His heart twisted in pain at the anguish in his wife’s voice. Guilt paralyzed him to tell her. She would only be angry that he hadn’t consulted with her earlier about finding Hannah almost a month ago. “No…”

“You’re lying again.”

Marcus rolled his eyes. “Don’t make this complicated, Tam. Nothing is wrong.”

She swallowed a gasp. “Tam? You don’t call me that except when you want me off your back!”

He swallowed a groan at the higher pitch of her voice. “Calm down. I’m not saying that. I’m just tired.”

“You’re tired? Try taking care of a moody toddler, a pubescent boy and two accident-prone kids!”

Marcus heaved a sigh. “I’m sorry.”

Tampa sniffed back tears. “I miss you…”

“I miss you too,” he said hoarsely, wanting desperately to hug her and comfort her. Marcus knew the only way he could ease her heart was to tell the truth, but it wasn’t time. Not yet.

“What is it? There’s no chance you’ve found her?” Tampa asked in mid-sniff.

Marcus stiffened.

“Mark?”

“Hmm…”

Tampa sighed. “Maybe we should just look somewhere else…”

“No.” Marcus winced at his quick reply. “There’s still a lot of ground to cover,” he remedied. “Just give us one more week.”

“One week?”

Marcus turned to face the sliding door that separated the balcony from the living room where Jonathan sat, his elbows resting on his knees and his face in his hands. “Yeah… Just one more week.” Don’t worry. I’ll bring Hannah back to you. I swear.

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From the Binder – Tahj & Laide (2)

Posted on 12/01/2013

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Laide squeezed her eyes tight, feeling her cheeks warm instinctively. “No thanks.”

Clucking his tongue, Tahj reached down and swiftly grabbed hold of her crutches before she could protest. When she lifted her teary eyes to his face, he glared back at her. “I don’t think you have a choice since your mom or dad can’t pick you up.” He then tilted his head and smiled impishly at her. “Besides, I’m going your way.”

“He has a point there,” Mrs. Han said in open amusement at the two. She hid a smile, having witnessed their altercations many times. “You might as well take his offer.”

Laide sighed heavily, straightening her shoulders. She didn’t want to go with him, knowing he would use it against her someday, but she really had no choice. “I suppose…” She made sure her glare seared his smirking face. “But don’t you think for a second that I’m doing this because I’m desperate.”

“Aren’t you?” his raised brow replied silently, a smile twitching the corner of his mouth.

“You have my crutches and won’t leave me alone,” she replied firmly. “I’m doing you a favor, buzzo.” Laide narrowed her eyes at him. “Do you understand?”

Tahj merely nodded with ease. “Of course… Now come on.” Handing her the crutches, he glanced over her head at Mrs. Han and winked at her. “See you on Wednesday!”

“Be safe getting home,” Mrs. Han called in amusement as the two exited the office.

Quietly, the two of them made their way slowly to his car, a black Echo 2000 that stood alone in the youth parking lot.

Laide slowed to a stop in front of it and smirked. “Since when did you get the money to get this?”

Tahj rolled his eyes as he clicked open the car, walking to her side to open the door. “I have a job.”

“Ah, at your father’s store?” Laide teased lightly, shuffling to her side of the car. She’d seen him a couple of times at Rani & Patel Indian Grocers. She hid a smile as she recalled his stunned expression when she found him stacking bunches of bananas, balancing her weight on her good leg.

“Just get inside…” he muttered, reaching for her crutches to help her into her seat.

“Hey wait! Tahj, Laide!” a female voice shrieked loudly behind them.

Both Laide and Tahj glanced behind to see a petite girl half-running, half-skipping to the car. They both swallowed a groan although Tahj sighed loudly as she approached them. At Laide’s sharp jab at his side, he glared down at her mocking gaze.

The girl named Anita slowed right behind the car and grinned at them. “Can I get a ride?” her big eyes widened in expectation.

“Sure!” Laide answered.

“We’re not going your way,” Tahj talked above Laide and promptly glared down at her. “It’s not your car,” he muttered only for her ears.

Laide blinked at her before turning to Anita with an encouraging smile. “Oh don’t worry, Anita. I’m sure Tahj would love to give you a ride… right?” she pulled her gaze back to his face, grinning impishly.

Tahj narrowed his eyes at her but forced himself to nod. “Sure, why not?” he laughed sardonically.

“Okay great!” Anita shuffled around them and ducked inside the front seat.

“Bu—“” Tahj swallowed a protest when Anita buckled the seatbelt and snuggled into the front seat.

Anita peered up at him, batting her long lashes. “Wow, your car is so comfortable, Tahj.”

Tahj managed a smile and nodded before turning to met Laide’s mocking smile. He watched as she opened the back door and slipped inside, leaving him to stare at the two passengers in his car. The throbbing at the side of his temple intensified and Tahj heaved a sigh before trudging to his side.

Laide remained quiet as Anita conversed from everything to her first semester at college to how she was happy that Tahj had transferred back to the university in town. When Anita stroked his ego and praised the talent of his saxophone playing, Laide steeled herself against the deep yet hesitant laugh that escaped Tahj’s mouth. A warm shiver skittered up her spine and she frowned, straightening her back. “It’d be nice to switch the style of music though, don’t you think? We can’t always play jazz praise songs, Tahj Karim.”

Anita giggled loudly, slapping Tahj’s arm. “Good one, Laide!”

Tahj glanced up at the rear-view mirror and glared at Laide’s shadowed face. When they passed a streetlight, he noticed she’d stuck her tongue out at him and he narrowed his eyes at her. In a silent challenge, she raised her brow at him before he turned his gaze back to the street ahead.

His headache had increased to a higher, unbearable level by the time Tahj pulled in front of Anita’s bungalow home across town. He managed a smile when she paused to wave at him before hurrying into her house. Glancing behind him at Laide who sat still, Tahj sighed heavily and pushed open the door.

Laide gritted her teeth, reluctantly accepting his hand to help her to the front seat. “I could’ve sat in the front seat.” She winced when he slammed the door and strode to his side of the car. With a steely glare in front of her, Laide crossed her arms and waited for him to start driving.

“We’re not finished,” Tahj said in a low voice, reversing onto the main street. “You still haven’t told me what happened to your leg.”

Laide snorted. “I don’t have to tell you anything. Mind your own business.”

Tahj snorted in reply and soon the two sat in uncomfortable silence, both forcing their attention on the taillights of cars ahead and around them.

After a few moments, Laide shifted her right leg and bit her bottom lip at the dull pain that traveled up her leg. She closed her eyes and leaned back her head, when she heard a sharp intake of breath from beside her. Lifting back up her head, she opened her mouth to say something but stopped when she noticed the furious gleam in his eyes. She was rendered speechless, gaping at him.

Whipping his head back to the front, Tahj swiftly turned into an empty gas station and stopped the car.

Laide steeled her face although her heart was racing, fearing that she’d taken things too far and now she was in trouble. She gripped the edge of the seat, glancing worriedly at the car lock before she looked back at him, now leaning against the steering wheel, head down. “What are you doing? Tahj…” she said in a trembling whisper.

Tahj flinched at her soft tone and gripped the steering wheel.

“Tahj?” she asked again, her hesitant tone causing a shiver up his arms.

“It was always you…” he heard himself saying quietly.

Laide blinked at him, staring at his fingers tightly wrapping around the steering wheel.

“You were always the one…” He lifted his eyes to look into hers, shadowed by the dark. “And to think, you were always there.”

“Tahj…” she started to say but stopped when he shook his head firmly. Laide swallowed hard, feeling her heartbeat pick up as his darkened gaze skimmed her face but she couldn’t look away.

“Here I am, falling for you…” he stalled upon her sharp intake of breath and his brow furrowed. “Look, I tried to stop it, to laugh it off like it was a joke…” He took a breath and released it shakily. “You were always on my mind. I couldn’t stop thinking about you, like a fool.”

Laide bit her bottom lip, hearing his words loud and clear but not wanting to believe it. How could it be? They’d been fighting with each other for almost five years now. What was he saying?

… to be continued…

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