Chasing Truth: Chapter 28

Posted on 03/01/2020

Mari woke up with Tyler’s arm wrapped around her waist and her cheek to his chest. She drew in a deep breath, inhaling the clean scent of him in the darkness. Tilting her head back she studied his soft sleeping features. He was a handsome man. His crooked smile always teased one from her. She could look into his hazel eyes all day. 

She hadn’t lied to him. She wanted to trust him, was trying to do that. He was giving her reason to as time went on. They’d started on a lie, though, and she couldn’t forget that no matter how much she wanted to. She really did want to. It would make everything so much easier. 

He stirred, his hand tightening on her hip as he blinked away sleep. A slow grin crossed his face as he shifted his head to look down at her.

“Good morning, gorgeous.”

She didn’t fight the answering smile, hoping it didn’t look as conflicted as she felt. “Good morning, handsome.”

“How’d you sleep?”

“Good. You might’ve had a point about spending the night,” she teased as she stretched.

Her alarm went off moments later signaling it was time to get ready. 

“I’ve got to get going,” she murmured sleepily.

“I’m sure Allie’s breakfast will help with that,” he teased. “I’ve got to head out too. I told Leo I’d help him out today.”

With a kiss, they rolled out of their respective sides of the bed and got their morning started. When they walked out of the house together an hour later, Tyler slid a hand around the nape of her neck.

“Have fun today.” His thumb stroked over her skin as he looked into her eyes. “You know you can always call me if you need me, right?”

Her lips kicked up in a grin. “I know.”

“Good.” His murmur ended with him kissing her.

“You’re not staying for breakfast?” she asked when he pulled out his keys to jog to his truck.

“I think it might be better if we don’t shove the boyfriend in Blake’s face,” he said with a wry grin.

“You’re so smart. How did I get so lucky?”

He laughed and winked before ducking into the truck.  Still smiling, Mari took the path leading up to the house to meet Blake and Reese.

The scent of food reached her even before she let herself inside. She stopped just inside the back door to take in the scene in the kitchen. Gage was seated at the island with a coffee mug at his lips. It was a familiar sight over the years, but now his brother sat beside him. Her father. A part of her still had trouble believing it, but there he sat laughing into his own mug. 

Gage was watching her with heavy emotion moving in his eyes. He’d probably noticed her the second she walked in. He lifted his cup in greeting which immediately drew Blake’s attention. His laughter morphed into a genuine grin he made no attempts to hide.

“Good morning, Mari.”

She smiled her greeting as she rounded the table to wrap her arms around Gage’s neck and press a noisy kiss to his cheek. It never got old. 

“Morning, Old Man.”

Gage chuckled. “Well, Blake must be ancient then.”

She hesitated for just a moment before she wrapped her arms around Blake in a similar gesture without the kiss. 

“Morning.”

He grabbed her arm and held on. His voice was husky when he repeated the greeting.

This man cared. There was no faking his emotion and it seemed she was faced with it at every turn. Visibly moved, she straightened just as Raoul entered the room. His smile was gentle.  She took the plate from his hand and leaned in to kiss his cheek. 

“Mornin’, Papa. Please say Allie’s making pancakes.”

“Pancakes are too heavy. Omelets.”

“I mean Allie’s omelets are nothing to turn your nose up at, but her pancakes?” Mari groaned appreciatively as she set the biscuits on the table. “Maybe tomorrow.”

She slid past him to Allison at the stove.

“Morning,” she sang as she grabbed two plated omelets from the counter to set in front of Gage and Blake. 

Her attention went to the empty seat Reese had occupied the day before. “Where is Reese?”

“He’ll be down in a moment,” Blake assured without a direct answer.

Shrugging it off, Mari settled into her chair as Raoul came out with more plates and Allison followed with pitchers of water and juice.

“What’s on the agenda for the day?” Allison asked. 

“Well,” Mari started with a look in Blake’s direction, “I’m assuming I shouldn’t be planning to parade you two around town and introduce you to everyone.”

There was an edge of worry in Blake’s smile. “It would probably be for the best to avoid that this time around.”

“Agreed,” Reese said firmly as he strode to the table. 

He held Mari’s gaze and she found herself wondering just what had delayed him coming down for breakfast.

“Right,” she carried on, “so I figured I could show you guys the caves. They’re pretty cool and there are some really great spots if you know where to go.”

“And of course you know where to go,” Blake said fondly.

Mari beamed as she cut into her omelet. “Of course. It’s a bit of a hike so fuel up.”

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The journey to the caves was one hilarious trip and became even more so once they started exploring. Mari slowed to take a long sip from her water bottle, fighting not to laugh while Reese taunted Blake about not being able to keep up in his old age. 

If Tyler hadn’t already asked the question, she would’ve wondered if Reese were Blake’s son. The two clearly had a strong friendship despite the difference in age. They’d made her feel included though, not the outsider looking in. It was Reese as much as Blake and while they hadn’t had much to say to each other, she appreciated him making that effort.

Blake fell back into step with Mari, muttering under his breath. She lost her fight with her laughter then, drawing a glare from him.

“Not you too.”

“I don’t know what you’re talking about.” Her smile was pure innocence until she ruined it by laughing again. 

Blake continued his muttering until easy silence fell between them.

“I’ll have to leave soon,” he said into the quiet.

“How soon?” The question shot out before Mari had a chance to decide if she wanted to ask it.

Reese moved farther up ahead of them, curving around the corner. 

“Within the next day or so.”

For once, Mari bit her tongue against the words eager to snap out. Two, maybe three days he’d given her and that was it. Her mother was gone. Her father was leaving. She knew the anger rising in her was irrational. He’d told her his first day he could only stay for so long. He was going to jump on a plane though, and something in her feared she wouldn’t see him again. She kept putting one foot in front of the other. She’d lived her entire life without him. She could keep doing that without a problem. 

“Mari-”

The words she’d been holding in whipped out as she whirled around to face him. “So? What’s next? You leave and then what?”

“I told you that would be your choice,” he reminded her slowly. “You should take some time and think about that, about what you really want. We don’t have to answer that question right now.”

“I know what I want.  I want more than two days of my life with the man who fathered me! I don’t need to think about that.”

Her words echoed throughout the cave, mocking her loss of control. She would’ve been more embarrassed, but Blake couldn’t quite hide his relief. 

“I need to go home, Marielle. I told you this wasn’t well planned. I want more than two days with my beautiful daughter, but I need that time to be in a way that’s safest for her. That means I need to go home and make plans that give us both the time we want.”

She sucked in a deep breath as she wrestled her emotion back down. He grabbed her shoulders before she could turn away from him. 

“We’re going to stay in touch. This won’t be the last time we see each other. We’re just going to be smart about it. Tell me you believe that, you believe me.”

She met his hard gaze for a long moment before the tension left her shoulders. “I believe you.”

Tension slid out of him too. “We’ll make this work.”

She marveled at the words because, after only two days, she believed him. 

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Chasing Truth: Chapter 27

Posted on 20/12/2019

The rest of the afternoon passed with everyone telling Blake and Reese stories from Mari’s childhood. When evening gave way to night and more than one mouth yawned, Tyler and Mari finally got to their feet to call it a night. 

“I need some rest. You do too. We’re hittin’ it bright and early tomorrow,” Mari warned Blake and Reese even though she found herself oddly reluctant to end the night. 

“We’ll be ready,” Blake promised.

“Does breakfast at seven work?” Allison offered.

Mari nodded as Tyler slipped an arm around her waist. “That’s perfect. I’ll see you guys in the morning.”

There was a chorus of goodnights as Tyler and Mari walked out of the house. They took their time walking down the path leading to the guesthouse. The faint sounds of the night and the gentle glow of the moon were relaxing, peaceful. Mari let out a soft sigh. 

“Long day for you,” Tyler acknowledged. “Big day.”

“Both,” she agreed quietly. 

She was mentally and physically exhausted. Falling into bed and passing out would be a gift, but she had a feeling she’d spend a lot of time replaying the day before she finally found sleep. 

“You handled it with grace.” 

He squeezed her gently and she let her head touch his shoulder for a moment, absorbing his compliment and presence. 

“Thank you. It wasn’t easy. But I’m glad I’m doing it.”

“That’s good. I don’t want you to have regrets.”

They ducked under the wisps of the willow. Tyler let his arm fall from around her waist, but caught her hand as he approached his truck parked in front. He opened the door and reached inside. A second later he straightened with a bag in hand. Mari raised a brow. 

“I’m staying the night,” he confirmed as he closed the door and took her hand again. 

“Because of him?” 

The words were more challenging than she intended, but she didn’t take them back in the face of his frown.

“Because my girl had a big day. I want her to rest easy and she tends to do that when she sleeps in my arms.”

Her frown mirrored his because he wasn’t wrong. It wouldn’t be the first time he’d spent the night and she did sleep well when he was with her. Maybe him staying would keep her from obsessing over every single detail from the day. 

She sighed and followed him up to the house where he opened the door and led the way inside. She gently undid her bun and massaged her fingers into the thick curls while Tyler dropped his bag on the chair.

“I can hear you thinking,” he teased with a smile. “Talk to me. What did you think?”

“I…I don’t know.” Mari lifted her shoulders in a half-hearted shrug. “I mean he seems like he cares, which was unexpected. I know Raoul all but said he did. Even you said it, but to see it was just…surprising. He didn’t really share much about his life. Not that I expected him to. I mean we’re strangers. The most I got was it’s dangerous and it’s not something he can walk away from.”

“It’s a place to start. You guys have time to get to know each other.”

“You’re right. I know you’re right. It really wasn’t a bad first meeting. Part of me just can’t believe the day really happened.”

“What did he tell you about Reese?”

“That he’s a friend.”

“That’s it?”

“He said they’ve been friends for a long time,” she added. “It’s not like he’s just going to tell me all of his secrets.”

He tapped his chin and nodded so she left it at that. Something just didn’t sit right about telling him Reese was Blake’s bodyguard. He was probably already guessing that anyway. 

 “It’s been a little hard,” she admitted. “I have to focus on not thinking about what you told me while I’m talking to him, on not asking questions I shouldn’t know to ask.”

“C’mere,” he encouraged gently.

She rolled her neck as she walked over to him. He rubbed a thumb over her cheek. 

“I wish you didn’t know. I don’t want what I have to do to make this harder for you and I know it’s easier said than done, but try to focus just on getting to know him.”

“I am trying. What exactly is your plan anyway? Because I can’t really picture him deciding to do a shipment from here or whatever else you’re trying to catch him in the middle of. What are you going to find? And how are you going to find anything?”

“That’s not for you to worry about.”

Her back straightened as she cocked a brow. “Oh really? So now that he’s in reach, none of this is any of my business? Is that right?”

 “You know that’s not what I meant. It’s also not what I said.” He took her hands and tugged her to him. “This is stressful for you and I’m asking for a lot. I get that. I don’t want to add any more to it than I absolutely have to. So when I say it’s not for you to worry about, I mean I want you to focus on what this means to and for you while I worry about the other stuff and what I need to do. If I learn something that means things will change for you, I’ll make sure I bring you in on that. But I don’t want this coming between us any more than it already has. Okay?”

She frowned up at him. It was so easy to believe he was genuine. His words. The concern in his eyes. She wanted to be smart, to stay on her guard, but this was beyond anything she’d ever dealt with. She was so out of her element.

“I want to trust you.”

He tightened his arms around her. “Then trust me, Mari. I promise you won’t regret it.”

She laid her head on his chest and wrapped her arms around him. She didn’t speak for long moments, weighing what he was asking from her. He wanted her trust about a father she’d only just met, was just now getting the chance to know. He wanted her trust knowing it might not mean good things for Blake in the future. Shouldn’t she be glad about that if Blake turned out to be the man Tyler was concerned he might be? Didn’t she want justice for those he’d harmed if it was true? If he was innocent, they lost nothing. If he was innocent there was no risk. 

“Okay,” came her whispered response.

He stroked her back as his lips pressed into her hair. “Thank you, beautiful.”

They stood like that in silence for a few moments as she soaked up his affection.

“C’mon,” he encouraged softly as he pulled back to look at her. “Get ready for bed so you can get some rest. You’ve got a full day ahead of you tomorrow.”

She nodded and went to change clothes. The light was off when she came out of the bathroom. He’d flipped the covers back and was lying on the side closest to the door. She crawled over him then cuddled against him as he drew the covers over them. She tipped her head up and he kissed her soundly as they settled in.

“Night.”

“Goodnight,” she echoed.

She laid her head on his chest, wishing it were as easy to lay her doubts to rest.

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