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Tunde & Anaya: Part 17

Posted on 19/04/2013

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Anaya tucked a smile as Tunde hooked an arm around her waist and pulled her against him. Her eyes lowered coyly as he leaned in, placing a kiss at her right ear.

“Mrs. Anaya Halliday…” he whispered against her ear, his fingers splayed at her back.

Her body tingled at the sound of her new name.

“How about we get you out of these clothes?”

Eyes widened and she leaned back to peer up at him. Her heart slammed hard against her chest at the roguish look on his face and she bit her bottom lip. “Now?” she squeaked when his fingers slid up her back to her bare nape. Warm shivers skittered down her spine, her knees threatening to buckle under her.

His brows raised, amusement dancing in his black eyes. “Into something more comfortable, beautiful…” He chuckled gently and leaned forward to place a kiss on her forehead. “Do you plan on wearing this all day?”

Frankly, she couldn’t wait to slip off the heavy and itchy traditional garment but Anaya couldn’t tell him. Not when he was looking at her like that. “No…” From the corner of her eye, she noticed their change of clothes hanging over the closet door, courtesy of Felicia and Leeza.

“Good. I saw you rubbing your arm earlier,” he said matter-of-factly, smirk still in place. “Wanna sneak out to our place and get changed?”

She balked at his presumption and placed a hand on his chest to hold him still. “We have clothes here,” she gestured over his shoulder at the closet. Her heart skipped another beat when he didn’t move his head but just raised an inquisitive brow at her. “Besides, we’re supposed to be downstairs right now.”

They could both hear laughter and music underneath them as the party continued without them. Not that she minded being alone with Tunde, having dreamed this moment since she realized she loved him.

“Not right right now…” his fingers moved back to brace her hips. His eyes slowly lowered to her mouth and he started leaning in.

Anaya’s lips twitched to hold back a smile but she couldn’t help it. A soft laugh escaped her mouth just as his pressed gently over hers. She closed her eyes, loving the feel of him surrounding her. This was worth waiting for, and Anaya sighed as he pulled her deeper into his arms.

“Finally…” he muttered against her cheek, placing butterfly kisses against her skin. “You’re finally my wife.” He chuckled softly, lifting his eyes to gaze down at her. “I love you, Ana.”

Anaya’s cheeks tingled at the warm, sincere look in his eyes. Even if he didn’t say a word, she would know how he felt. Inwardly, she prayed it would always be this way for them. “I love you more,” she replied sincerely, grateful for him.

“Doubt it,” he bantered with a crooked smile. “You’re kinda a big deal to me.”

She giggled. There was no winning with him. “Let’s agree to disagree.”

“Good girl.” Tunde lowered his head again and kissed her smiling mouth. “We’re gonna do just fine.”

Anaya nodded, sliding her hands along his back and scooted closer. She tucked back a smile when he sighed against her mouth. Yep just fine, with him by her side and God guiding their way.

“It’s about time you got down here!” Silas hollered from the bottom of the stairs as the newlyweds walked downstairs, holding hands. He gave his brother an impish grin, taking in their changed clothes. “Took you long enough,” he said, slapping Tunde on the shoulder before he turned to give his new sister-in-law a gentle smile. “Good luck with him.”

Anaya grinned back. “Thank you.” Her cheeks were still tingling under her husband’s warm gaze.

“Let’s get these two some food!” Silas called across the hallway to the open kitchen where women and men alike gathered to scoop the traditional food onto their plates. Tunde grinned, recognizing his coworkers and even a few neighbors chatting among themselves. There was no frown in sight.

He raised a brow at his quiet wife beside him. “Where’s your mother?”

Anaya sighed and he immediately regretted asking. She pulled her gaze up to him. “I guess my father took her home. She’d stayed up all night to help me get ready.” Her heart twisted in pain, wishing she could have a quiet moment with Hadiza to thank her for everything and tell her she loved her.

Tunde’s arm wrapped around her shoulders, pulling her into the crook of his arm. “Don’t worry, my love. We’ll stop by there later tonight.” He placed a kiss on her temple. “For now relax…”

“Sister!”

Anaya’s heart skipped a beat at the sound of her sister’s voice across the room and her eyes scanned the parlor, seeking her sister’s welcoming face. She smiled with obvious relief as Leeza waved from the window near the backyard. Her eyes fell on her father and mother seated beside them and felt the tears well up. They hadn’t left yet.

“Go see them,” Tunde squeezed her shoulder before releasing her. With a wistful smile, he watched his wife scurry across the room to meet her family. His eyes fell on Hadiza who meekly ate and his smile waned. She still hadn’t spoken and he wondered to himself if she ever would. Shaking his head to clear the distressing thought, Tunde moved to the kitchen where Silas was instructing the women who dished out their plates.

“How pretty you look,” Leeza gushed as Anaya perched on the bench. Her eyes roamed over Anaya’s cream lace gown with the skirt skimming the top of her knees. “You look like a very content bride.”

“She is,” Aman said with his mouth full. He gave his first daughter an oily smile and Anaya had to refrain from throwing her arms around her father. To think they wouldn’t be going home together made the tears gather.

“No crying,” Leeza said sternly, pulling her sister in a hug. “I’m very happy for you.”

From where she sat in Leeza’s embrace, Anaya had nowhere to stare but her mother’s drawn face. The lump in her throat hardened and she subconsciously squeezed Leeza’s shoulder.

Leeza patted Anaya’s back as if she understood the reason for Anaya’s sadness and pulled back to gaze at her sister. “I’m very excited for your new life, Anaya. But don’t forget us, ‘kay?”

Anaya managed a smile and nudged her sister. “What a silly thought. I will never…” she bit back the sob that threatened to escape. “I won’t forget you—none of you. Thank you.” Her eyes drifted back to her mother who was now staring forlornly at the plate on her lap. “Mama…”

Aman slowed in his chewing, hearing the desperation in his daughter’s voice. He lifted his eyes to Hadiza and frowned when his wife didn’t even blink at Anaya’s plea. Clenching his teeth, he nudged Anaya. “Don’t be impolite. Go and socialize with your other guests. We’re fine here.”

“Yeah Sis, you should go back to Tunde…”

Anaya put on a brave smile and dipped her head slowly. With Leeza pulling at her wrist, she stood to her feet. “Don’t leave without saying goodbye,” she pleaded with her sister, although her heart ached for her mother.

Leeza smirked. “Don’t be a baby,” she said, reaching up to wipe at the tears dotting Anaya’s cheek. “Go.”

With another nod, Anaya glanced down at her father who winked at her. She gave him a soft smile and turned away, not wanting to feel the sting of rejection from her mother’s cold shoulder turned to her. Across the room, she saw Tunde standing with his hands shoved in the pockets of his black slacks. Her heart slammed against her ribs when he looked up at her and she took the first step toward him.

He greeted her with a kiss on her cheek and tucked her in the crook of his arm. “You okay?” he whispered against her temple.

“Hmm,” Anaya managed to say, overwhelmed by the conflicting emotions of being in his arms and away from her family.

“It’ll be alright,” he said quietly, squeezing her waist gently before leading her to the dining table where his coworkers had made space for the couple to join them.

Anaya took a deep breath to calm herself down, to push back the impending tears and put a warm smile for Tunde’s kind colleagues. Setting in her place behind him, Anaya knew she was finally home and decided to relax. The other feelings she would figure out in time, with Tunde by her side.

<<Part 16 || Part 18>>

Tunde & Anaya: Part 12

Posted on 13/04/2013

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Tunde smirked in amusement as Anaya adjusted the front of her button-down floral cardigan. They sat in Tunde’s car, waiting at Anaya’s soft request to gather her wits and he’d complied. The silence in the car was muffled by the gentle pitter-patter of the rain outside.

When she tugged at a stray thread at the hem, Tunde reached over and covered her hand. “Relax,” he said gently when she peeked up at him. He grinned. “My mother won’t bite. Besides, Felicia and Silas will be there.”

Anaya blinked at him.

“Felicia told me she had lunch with you while I was gone.” He raised a brow. “Why didn’t you tell me?”

She shrugged with her hand still under his. “I didn’t have time to think about it…”

Tunde beamed openly, still reveling in the moment of Anaya accepting his proposal to court her. He couldn’t wait for his mother and brother to meet her. She was everything he’d wanted and much more. His eyes lifted from her lips back to her warm brown eyes. “If I didn’t want to wait until my ring was on your finger, I would kiss you right now…” he said in a low voice.

Her eyes widened and she jerked her hand from under his. “I’m ready!” she said all too quickly, pulling off her seatbelt.

Her jerky movement invoked a low laugh from Tunde.  “Alright, pretty girl,” he said, unbuckling his seatbelt. Ducking out of the car, he smirked over the hood at her. “Don’t be nervous. They’ll love you.”

Anaya nodded; face aflame from Tunde’s confession and the wanton thoughts that flooded her mind. She wished he would just do it instead of waiting but knew that he intended to do things in order. She was still reeling when Tunde extended his hand.

He bit back a chuckle when she studied his hand suspiciously. “Don’t worry, I won’t kiss you yet.” He forced himself not to smile, staring expectantly at her with his hand out.

Fighting back a wave of disappointment at his words, Anaya placed her hand in his. Warmth rushed through her arms and down to her legs when his long fingers curled around her palm and he tugged her beside him. Anaya blinked up at him, catching that devastating dimpled smile full of mischief. She’d missed it. “You promised.”

“Unfortunately I did,” Tunde bantered and leaned forward to kiss her forehead. “Loosen up. You don’t want her to smell your fear,” he teased, pulling her with him toward the front of the two-story brick home.

Her hand still in his, Tunde reached over and rapped on the metal hook on the door. Moments later, the lock rustled and the door opened to reveal Silas on the other side. He looked annoyed.

Anaya stared at the man standing on the threshold. She recognized him from Tunde’s pictures and knew this was his younger brother. Her stomach tensed and relaxed in the same moment his scowl eased into relief at the sight of them.

“It’s about time you got here. Mom and Felicia are already making wedding plans.” His eyes fell on the quiet woman beside his brother and he grinned.  “I finally get to meet the woman both my brother and girlfriend have fallen in love with…” He pulled open the door, gesturing her in.

Tunde nudged at Anaya’s hand. “You first,” he said, eyes gently encouraging her to step inside.

Anaya swallowed against the lump forming in her throat and took one step over the threshold.

Familiar scents filled the room and assailed her senses as she stepped into the main parlor, her eyes adjusting to the dimly lit room. Anaya tightened her hold on Tunde’s hand.

The two brothers exchanged glances and Silas smirked approvingly before turning back to Anaya. “Felicia is in the kitchen with Mom. Why don’t we go in there?” He raised a brow at Tunde who remained quiet beside Anaya.

Anaya shifted her eyes to Tunde and when he winked at her, she turned back to Silas and nodded.

“Good,” Silas said with a pleased smile and led the way across the parlor to the kitchen. Female voices filled the silence and Anaya could pick out Felicia’s voice from the time they’d sat together at lunch. Her heart skipped a beat when she heard the modulated voice of the other female and she paused in step. Silas didn’t notice as he stood at the doorway of the kitchen. “Ladies, Tunde and his girl are here.”

Tunde’s free hand moved to the small of Anaya’s back. “Sounds like you two are getting along in here,” he said over Anaya’s head as he gently pushed her forward. “Mind if we join in?”

“Of course not!” the unfamiliar but friendly voice responded. The sound of a chair’s legs scraping against the floor clued Anaya that the woman was now standing and she pulled her gaze from the floor to the kitchen.

A tall and slender woman with dark skin like Tunde’s stood beside Felicia. Her black hair, short and curly glistened under the kitchen light and her open smile was just as bright. Anaya didn’t know what to say. Everything about the woman mirrored Tunde, from her broad shoulders to long arms and chiseled features. The stiffness in Anaya’s back eased away.

“Welcome to our home, Anaya…” Josephine Halliday said graciously as she gazed at the shy woman flanked between her two grown sons. Her eyes took in the soft beauty of the Fulani girl and felt her heart flutter with compassion. She moved from around the counter toward her, arms spread out.

“My mom likes to give hugs,” Tunde said softly to Anaya as she approached them.

Anaya felt her body pulling toward the woman’s open arms and she bit back a sigh as Tunde’s mother tugged her into the embrace.

Josephine peered over the girl’s shoulder at Tunde and winked. Then she pulled back to gaze down at Anaya. Her heart twisted at the girl’s glistening eyes and reached up to cup the girl’s cheek. “I am very glad to finally meet you, beautiful Anaya.” She shifted her eyes to her two sons again, her own vision blurring. “My two sons have made me a very happy woman.”

Tunde smiled proudly at his mother who kept an arm around Anaya’s shoulders. He wanted very much to be the one holding Anaya, consoling her. He knew she wrestled with her thoughts over her mother’s reaction to their relationship but he was grateful for his mother’s calm and welcoming nature.

Felicia stepped around the counter to stand beside Silas. She wrinkled her nose when he slipped an arm around her waist and pulled her into the crook of his arms. Her eyes fell on Anaya’s and winked at the younger woman, silently encouraging her that everything was finally falling into place. For both of them.

Cloud nine could not compare to the state Anaya found herself in as she pulled away from Tunde’s warm embrace outside her house hours later. The sounds of crickets filled the night air and the cool breeze tickled the back of her neck.

His bright smile still shone through the dark. “I had no idea you could be this quiet.” He squeezed her hand. “You sure you’re okay?”

Anaya nodded. Her pulse quickened when he released her hands and raised his own to frame her face.

He tilted her face gently in the direction of the moon, his eyes searching hers. “Are you happy?”

Her bones melted at the tenderness in his voice. “Very…”

Tunde grinned wider. “Good. They love you. I told you there was nothing to worry about.”

Anaya looked down shyly. The warmth from both his mother and brother overwhelmed her. It was almost like she was home with them. Then she blinked and looked up at him. “Your father—is his name Paul?”

Tunde blinked at her. “Why?”

She shrugged. “I saw a painting hanging over the mantle and saw the signature. I just assumed…”

He chuckled, still framing her face to watch the movement of her mouth. “The painting is mine.”

Anaya didn’t know what to do first. Gush over the fact that Tunde was a talented artist or laugh aloud that his real name was Paul. She felt the wave of laughter surge from the back of her throat.

“Alright, alright,” Tunde rolled his eyes as Anaya fought a giggle. He could feel her straining not to laugh. “Let it out. Yes, my name is Paul Olutunde Halliday.”

Anaya bit the inside of her cheek. “So… Paul and Silas Halliday?”

Tunde sighed heavily. “My parents, rather my dad thought it was a good idea.” He shook his head. “When I was old enough, I legally changed my first name to Tunde.”

“Paul Halliday,” Anaya said, hiding a smile.

“Tunde.”

The slight frown on his face was adorable. It was obvious he’d been teased endlessly about his first name as a child. She wanted to place a kiss on his cheek. So she did. Lifting on her tiptoes, Anaya pressed her lips against the smooth skin above the spot where a dimple showed every time he smiled at her. The scent of him assailed her nostrils, urging her to stay there with her lips against his cheek.

The overwhelming feeling threatened to rock her off her feet. Slowly, she lowered back on her heels and looked up at him. The hooded look in his eyes sent her heart racing.

“I think it’s time for you to go inside, Ana,” he said in a taut voice.

Anaya stiffened. Had she angered him? Her eyes searched his, ready to apologize. She didn’t want this glorious day to end with misunderstanding. “I…”

His hands moved to curve over her cheeks. “Until you’re my wife,” he said in a softer tone, his eyes moving over her face gently. “Please go inside so I don’t have to apologize for breaking my promise.”

Relief swept over her. Anaya smiled gently and lifted her hands over his own. “You’re a good man, Paul Tunde Halliday… and I… love you.”

Tunde blinked.

Her smile didn’t waver, the warmth from him encouraging her on her conviction of the two of them.

“Say it again.”

Her heart soared at his gentle plea. “I’ve waited my whole life to find a man like you… I love you, Tunde.”

His arms enveloped her in a tight embrace. “I love you too, my girl,” he whispered against her temple. “It won’t be much longer now… I promise you.”

Anaya smiled as she leaned into him, believing in nothing but his earnest words and this precious moment they shared privately.

<<Part 11 || Part 13>>