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Her Champion: Chapter 14

Posted on 27/06/2013

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Dylan smiled a little to himself as he made his way into the Underwood residence hall after a long day of classes and practice. His body was sore and begging to lie down in a soft bed. Still, he’d showered and left his room almost immediately for Tamar’s dinner. No sore muscles or assignments would keep him from whatever she had planned. The offer had surprised him and he was curious as to what she had in store. He took several stairs at a time until he reached the sixth floor and knocked on the door of Tamar’s room.

“I still can’t believe you–” Bekah trailed off at the sound of the door. She and Tamar glanced across the room and she smiled, returning her attention to Tamar’s hair gathered up in a loose but controlled ponytail.

“He’s here,” Tamar pushed out a breath as she tapped her fingers on her thighs, impatiently waiting until Bekah finished tying her hair in place.

Bekah giggled as Tamar checked her reflection, wearing a simple navy-blue top that skimmed the top of her waist and slim-fitted high-waisted canary-yellow jeans. “Stop fidgeting, you look nice. Check the food. I’ll open the door.”

“Oh right,” Tamar shuffled to the small kitchenette and tugged down the handle of the toaster oven to check the deep-dish pan. “It’s not burnt!” she called just as Bekah pulled open the door.

“Hey Dylan…” Bekah said congenially, eying Dylan from head to toe. This was going to be some interesting dinner for sure. “Don’t worry, I was just leaving.” She stepped away from the door to let Dylan enter. “How’s my partner in crime, by the way?” she asked him while pulling up her purse to her shoulder.

Tamar turned to face Dylan with a demure smile. He looked comfortable and nice in his simple polo and jeans that did everything to show his toned physique. “Hey.”

He laughed at Bekah’s assurance but couldn’t deny it was what he wanted to hear. He still felt selfish with Tamar, wanted alone time with her as much as possible as he got to know her. “Still as nosy and interfering as always. I’ll make sure the two of you never see each other again.” He turned at the sound of Tamar’s voice and froze. The outfit was simple, different, and yet still her. Somehow she managed to make it look better than the dresses he’d seen women wear for a night out. The wild curls were swept off her face and although he liked it loose and free, he found he liked the ponytail too. “Hey pretty girl,” he greeted starting toward her.

Bekah caught the look on Dylan’s face and knew it was her time to step out. She winked at Tamar and tiptoed out of the room, closing the door behind her quietly.

Tamar managed a smile when she noticed his eyes take her in. This outfit had been Bekah’s idea, pushing away Tamar’s choice of a simple white and pink thrifted dress that flowed to her ankles. Her cheeks pinkened recalling Bekah’s words that she needed to stop hiding her pretty figure and to give Dylan something to think about all night. She bit her bottom lip, watching Dylan cross the room toward her and suddenly felt shy under his open gaze. “How was your day?” she asked lamely, lifting her eyes as he stood before her.

He didn’t want to talk about his day. He wanted to talk about how speechless she made him with her beauty but the words left him. “I melt every time you look at me that way. It never fails. Any time, any place. This burn in me is the coolest thing I’ve ever felt. I melt.”

“I’m guessing it was good?” Tamar teased softly as she closed the gap between them, wanting very much to kiss him. Nervousness flew out the window when he started singing in that low, husky baritone. She came willingly to him, placing her hands on his to steady herself as she rose on her bare tiptoes and leaned in for a kiss.

He kept his hands underneath hers, returning the sweet kiss without hesitation. This made his day. Coming to her and just…being. His hands itched to draw her up but in the same breath, he was content. She had no idea just how good to him she was. “Missed you. You look beautiful,” he told her quietly.

Face tingled under his soft praise and Tamar lifted her eyes to look into his, seeing the truth plain there. She smiled gently and squeezed his hands before lowering back on her heels. “Thank you. I missed you too.” She then tugged on his arm, steering him toward the bed. “Have a seat. I’ll make your plate.” Quickly, she padded across the room, pulling out the dishpan from the oven. “In the mood for a movie?” she called over her shoulder, folding back the foil cover.

He sank down on the bed with a soft groan. It felt too good to sit. “A movie too? You’re really spoiling me tonight. I might get used to it.”

Tamar paused, glancing over at him when she heard the half-audible groan. She smirked, pulling her eyes back on the steaming lasagna. “Are you hungry hungry or just hungry?” she asked, already dishing out a square onto the plate.

“I’ll eat the plate if you don’t need it back.”

She laughed, dishing out another hefty square. “Poor baby. They worked you hard, didn’t they, Big Man on Campus…” Grabbing a fork from the dish drainer, Tamar returned to the bed and extended the plate. “Dinner is served.”

Dylan’s expression was almost reverent as he accepted the plate. “You are an angel,” he breathed. “Get your plate so I don’t feel bad.”

“Let me put in the movie first…” Tamar pulled out her laptop and typed in her password to a loaded screen for the Avengers movie. Perching the computer on the space beside him, she ambled back across the room to prepare her own plate. “Hard day on the field?”

“If I’m missing an arm tomorrow, don’t worry about it.” He forked a chunk of the lasagna and nearly inhaled it. “Nothing a solid few hours of sleep and hot water won’t fix.”

Her lips curled up in a smile as she walked back to the bed, scooting to lean on the wall on the other side of the laptop. “Few? As in eight right? I hear that’s the healthy amount of hours for a normal person.” She cut the lasagna into smaller pieces and forked a bite into her mouth. Her free hand tapped a key to start the movie.

“Closer to five. We’re reviewing film at six.” He looked at the screen and then at the food before he  leaned back to look at her. “Is this the calm before you explode because of something I don’t remember doing?”

Tamar slowed at chewing and blinked at him. “Hmm, what do you mean?”

“The dinner, the movie…” She was asking about his day, catering to him. He wasn’t sure what to do with it. Sure women hung all over him, were willing to buy him things to get his attention, but this was so simple and yet so much…more.

A slight frown wrinkled her brow as she swallowed the food. She glanced down at his food and then at the screen, then back at him. “You don’t like action movies? Is the food not good?” Inwardly, she cursed Bekah for convincing her not to cook rice which she’d planned ahead of time before her cousin lugged groceries for the pasta dish instead.  “Is there not enough cheese?”

Dylan blinked. “You won’t see this food in about two point five seconds. It’s delicious. I’ve been wanting to see The Avengers and haven’t found time…”

She tilted her head curiously. “Then what’s the problem? What did I do now?”

“Nothing. There’s no problem if you aren’t upset.” For a man used to doing the catering and spoiling, being on the receiving end was…different.

Tamar laughed, releasing a sigh of relief. “For Pete’s sake. Why would I be upset and spent all this time getting pretty and cooking for you?” She shook her head. “You men are so… difficult.”

“People don’t usually…do this kind of thing for me. I thought…forget it. Thank you, pretty girl.”

“Well, I’m not like other people… Did you forget?”A smile tugged at her lips as her eyes skimmed over his face. “You’re welcome. Eat your food and relax. I’m not anywhere upset with you.”

He didn’t have to be told twice. He settled his back against the wall and continued eating, savoring each bite of the baked pasta. He was so used to frozen dinners or ramen noodles if his mom or Crystal hadn’t stopped by. He rarely had the energy or concern to put together anything more than that. A movie with Tamar over dinner was the best alternative and again he was reminded of what he’d gained when he’d decided to fight for her friendship.

Shaking her head in contained mirth, Tamar pushed play and sat back to eat her pasta. At some point, she scooted off the bed to bring back two bottles of water and sat back quietly to watch the movie in companionable silence between them.

<<Chapter 13 || Chapter 15>>

Her Champion: Chapter 9

Posted on 11/06/2013

metropolis“That sucks?” Tonio echoed in disbelief. He’d gotten his best friend a copy of the newspaper as soon as he’d caught the name of the girl who’d had him so entranced only days before. His response was far from what he’d expected. “That’s all you have to say about it?”

“Just give me the lines so I can say what you’re looking for,” he said unstrapping the gloves from his hands and throwing them into his backpack. “Hurry up. I’ve got class in a few minutes.”

Tonio grabbed his shoulder, jerking him around so they were facing each other. “Whatever’s buggin’ you, forget about it for a minute and focus. You don’t think it would be a good idea to call her? Check on her?”

He shook off Tonio’s hand and tossed his backpack onto his shoulder. “Lay off it, Tonio. I don’t need your help.”

“Dylan–”

“She’s not interested, alright?” he snapped, turning to face his friend full on. “She thinks I’m playing games and she’s not interested in anything I have to offer. I doubt she’s waiting on a call from me.  Now let it go.”

“ You haven’t talked seriously about a girl since last year. You’d be stupid to walk away now. You haven’t been Mr. Steady and she’s not exactly Miss Popular. Can you blame the girl for wondering?”

“I took her on a date, asked for another. Heck, I even told her dad I was interested. What else is it going to take to make her realize I’m serious?”

Tonio held up the newspaper and flapped it in Dylan’s face. “This. Call her.”

Dylan hesitated. Exhaling a harsh breath, he swatted the paper out of his face. “After class.”

“After everybody’s pretty much eaten her alive? Don’t be a punk, Ramsey. Call her now.”

Dylan rolled his eyes but pulled out his phone in search of the number Tamar had called him from that morning. He ignored the prompting wave of Tonio’s hand and pressed talk.

Tamar looked up from her bones and muscles textbook as her phone vibrated loudly on the table. Class hadn’t yet begun and the room was still empty. Sighing deeply at the sight of the number saved as ‘Sinatra,” Tamar hesitated only a moment before answering. ”Yea… It’s true.” Undoubtedly, he was calling to confirm what he’d read, but the thought of him finding out that way stung.

“That’s not why I was calling,” he bit off in annoyance. “Dang it Tamar, what did I do to make you think I was the scum of the century? I was calling…to check on you…”

Tamar rolled her eyes, leaning back in her chair. ”Never said anything about anyone being scum. Did you call to continue fighting with me?” She frowned at his soft words. ”Don’t worry, it’s not that big a deal. I’m fine.”

“That’s the only thing you seem willing to let me do with you,” he grumbled under his breath, waving at Tonio and starting for class. “You’re telling me you’re not at all bothered by the article?”

Tamar shifted her eyes to the window, imagining the many people that were reading the article. ”You know, I’m relieved that it came out now. Saves me the trouble.” She crossed her arms. ”What else d’you wanna know about me not already mentioned?”

“Is there anything else you’re willing to tell me, you know, since you’re not interested in being my friend or anything?”

Tamar smiled wryly. He had a nice phone voice, even if he was pouting. ”You’re really a dunce, aren’t you?” She crossed her legs. ”I guess you probably just skimmed the article, saw my picture and didn’t read it completely, am I right?” She sighed. ”It’s because of stupid stuff like this, that’s why I don’t want to be your friend. What else will they put in the newspaper to keep me in my place?” She could already see the next headline;  Psycho Tamar stalking beloved college football star.

“I prefer to hear things like that from my friends, not from some article. So what? You’re saying this is about me? Tamar, they talked about you before I ever entered the picture.”

”Sure they did but it was harmless enough. Immature, petty stuff. I can handle that. Digging up crap about my past because I dare look at their beloved quarterback much less think of dating him, I won’t deal with that.”

“All it takes is a few words to the right people and it’ll die down,” he promised, his lips setting in a firm line. He had a good idea of where to start. “No one decides who I talk to or who I date. If they have a problem with it, they can come see me.”

Tamar laughed gently. ”Don’t make it sound like you’re the Godfather putting things in order.”

“Somebody needs to if it’ll make you see reason.”

”What is this, me and you against the world?” Tamar shook her head, not believing she was even giving it a second thought.

“Why not? Sounds like good odds to me.”

”You don’t mind the impending scorn that you’re keeping company with a mental nutcase?”

“People have talked about me all my life. I doubt I’m going to hear anything worse than I already have. You seem like you’re in your right mind to me. Screw what everybody else has to say.”

”Easy for you to say, everyone worships the ground you walk on…” Everyone avoids the path I’m on. Sighing, Tamar rose to her feet. ”Fine. Screw them. Let’s be friends.”

He could remember a time when the things people had to say hadn’t been positive, when worshipping him was as far-fetched as liking him. He didn’t mention it. “You’re not going to change your mind on me?” he asked carefully.

Tamar frowned, thinking for a moment. ”I can’t say that I won’t. Life is unpredictable and we’ll only get hurt if we make plans that end up not happening. I don’t expect anything from you but if you do from me, then maybe we shouldn’t start anything.” How many dreams had she given up because of the cruelty of life? ”I won’t hold it against you if you change your mind about being friends.”

“All I’m asking is that you give me a chance, that you base whatever decision you make off of me and not everybody else.”

Tamar bit her bottom lip. ”Okay. If you can do the same for me, okay.”

A slow smile spread across his lips. “You’ve got a deal, pretty girl.”

She smirked. ”Stop it…” Her cheeks tingled as her classmates trickled in, staring at her curiously. ”Let’s talk later. Class about to start.”

“Text me and we’ll meet up after. Try to learn something,” he teased.

Tamar rolled her eyes even as a soft smile crossed her lips, lowering the phone to her lap. As the class began, she found herself smiling despite the curious looks directed at her, anticipating meeting with Dylan later. She couldn’t deny that he perked her interest.

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