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Strangers of the Past: Part XXX

Posted on 26/02/2013

forestorAmeya bit the inside of her cheek, watching as a series of emotions flit across his face. Her fingers pressed firmly on the mattress, her body tense as she waited for him to speak.

His Adam’s apple bobbed visibly and his lips parted slowly before closing, jaw clenching. “Yes.”

Her cheeks warmed at the simple confirmation and she bit harder on her mouth. “Do I know you?”

His gaze softened on her and Ameya had to fight from looking away. The familiarity in his gray eyes was more than she could handle right now. “Eight years ago, did I know you?” she asked, her voice barely a whisper. Her heart picked up speed and she swallowed a gasp when she saw the truth in his eyes.

“Yes…” Jonathan’s baritone voice answered gently, his eyes searching hers.

Ameya lowered her gaze to her tightened fingers curled into fists. “I see…” Sharp intermittent pains jabbed at her chest as she turned her eyes to the sleeping Tomas. Face tingling, she reached for her son and pulled him onto her chest, before starting to stand. A shuffle of feet in front of her stiffened her movement and she clenched her jaw. “I can do it myself,” she said stiffly, not giving Jonathan another glance. Tears gathered at her eyes as she rose to her feet and positioned Tomas on her hip. Without acknowledging the tall white man standing in her path, Ameya steeled her jaw and stepped around him to the door.

“I’m sorry…” Jonathan said just as she pushed open the door.

Ameya straightened her spine, glaring into the dark night in front of her. His apology fell against her shoulders, leaving only an empty, despairing feeling. She didn’t want to hear his apology, she wanted an explanation. Heart throbbing painfully, she stepped over the threshold and pushed past a stunned Marcus and wary Old Man Jonas who had been standing just a few feet from the door.

The tears held at bay released their hold at her eyelids and fell liberally as she trudged down the hill to her car. She drew in her trembling lips to keep from sobbing, blinking at her blurry vision even as she held tightly to Tomas, with Jonathan’s last words echoing in her ears.

Jonathan stepped out quietly onto the front step of the shack and stared ahead at the darkened path down the hill. He had to keep himself from running after Hannah, knowing that she would only balk if he came close. The hardened look in her gaze just earlier was enough to keep him at arm’s length when all he wanted to do was pull her into his arms and never let go.

Old Man Jonas snorted disgustedly and stepped around them into his shack, shutting the door behind them.

Marcus sighed heavily. “That didn’t go well…”

Jonathan swallowed hard, his open hands hanging at his sides.

His brother-in-law glanced over at him and shook his head. “Maybe it’s time to try something different.”

The man shifted his morose gaze to him. “What?”

Marcus hesitated only a moment before speaking. “Tampa is coming here.” When Jonathan’s brow furrowed instantly, he held up a hand. “I didn’t tell her. She pressured Hapta to spill the news. Either way, she’s already packing to come here tomorrow.”

Jonathan shook his head, not sure this would do any good for Hannah. “What about the children?”

“I tried to stop her… I’m sure she’ll keep them with her mother.” Marcus rubbed the back of his neck. “If Hannah sees her twin sister, there’s no way she can deny the truth.”

“It’s not about denying the truth, Marcus,” Jonathan mumbled, shifting his worried eyes to the darkened path. “It’s more than that.” He fought a grimace, still replaying the hurt look on her face when he confirmed her fears.

Ameya stared listlessly at Tomas curled in her bed and lifted a fist to her mouth, feeling the sobs push against her throat. She squeezed her lips to keep from crying out and stepped away from the bed, shuffling quietly out of her bedroom toward the living room. Her knees knocked with every move and she had to perch on the nearest surface, leaning forward against the tightness in her chest. The tears spilled freely onto her legs and her fingers. Her body trembled, wracking against the pent-up sobs.

Jonathan Harris was Tomas’ father. She’d had a sneaking suspicion but hearing him confirm it in not so many words was enough to make her heart twist painfully. The soft-spoken giant was the man who she’d loved and who had abandoned her eight years ago. The empty feeling that remained after the sobs had subsided was more painful than before and Ameya squeezed her eyes tightly, sliding onto the floor. She covered her sticky face with her hands.

Those warm, fleeting images of her and Jonathan were from the past, of times when she’d allowed herself to love wholeheartedly. It was obvious from her gleeful laugh and the willingness to fall into those freckled arms that she’d loved him. The question was if he’d really loved her and why he left her?

She winced, recalling the first night she’d woken up to a bare hospital room with unfamiliar eyes staring down at her. She’d curled in, feeling naked and alone. Where had he been? What had Jonathan been doing when she lay there, wondering where she was and who she was?

Her jaw tightened as she thought back to their first meeting in St. Lucia. Jonathan and whoever Marcus was, they knew her then. That meant their fated meeting was planned. They were not tourists. They had come to look for her. Her hardened eyes lifted over her hands and she glared at the wall in front of her. Right now, it didn’t matter why they’d come. She was more than slighted that they pretended not to know her. The tears gathered again and Ameya pushed them away with a frustrated sigh.

Tampa’s heart was racing as she stepped under the archway, her eyes frantically scanning for familiar faces amid the crowd of people in the airport. Her heart slammed hard against her chest when she spotted the mismatched couple standing behind the barricade. She hid a smile and waddled over, tugging her handbag over her shoulder. “Hello boys…” she drawled to Marcus and Jonathan who both had sheepish expressions on their faces. “Good to know you still take directions well,” she said, pulling off her bag to hand over to Marcus.

Her husband merely sighed, taking only a moment to stare wistfully at her swollen belly before he accepted the bag. “You really should’ve stayed home… This isn’t good for you and the baby.”

“Where’s my sister?” Tampa asked Jonathan who looked as if he hadn’t slept in days. Her brow furrowed at his wary expression. “What, you haven’t told her yet?”

“Let’s get out of here first,” Marcus reasoned quietly, gesturing to the open gate down the hall. “We’ll meet you over there.” He nudged at Jonathan and Tampa scowled as the two walked ahead of her.

Shaking her head, she walked as quickly as her belly would allow her to cross the barricade and cut off their brisk walk, standing directly in front of her brother-in-law. “What happened?”

Marcus threw an exasperated look to the ceiling. “Tampa, for goodness’ sake, let’s get to the hotel first.”

Tampa frowned at her husband but held her tongue, seeing that Jonathan was in no mood to talk. She bit her bottom lip and let Marcus lead them out of the airport. She shielded her eyes from the bright, warm sun and allowed herself a smile as the warm ocean breeze drifted over her face.

“Where are the kids?” Marcus muttered, sliding into the front seat while she and Jonathan climbed into the back.

Tampa rolled her eyes. “With Mom, naturally. She didn’t even hesitate when I told her you’d found Hannah.”

Both Marcus and Jonathan jerked their astonished gazes to her. “You told your mom?”

“Why not?” Tampa blinked at them. “Of course! She would’ve come too if she didn’t have to babysit for me.”

Marcus heaved a sigh and pinched the bridge of his nose. “Oh boy…”

“What is the matter with the two of you?” Tampa shifted her attention to Jonathan who looked like his eyes were about to roll to the back of his head.  “Bro, give me the run down. What’s going on?”

Jonathan sighed heavily and leaned back in the seat, proceeding to tell Tampa everything.

“You big clowns…” Tampa muttered scornfully as the cab driver pulled up in front of the yellow hotel building. She reached forward and swatted her husband’s shoulder before stepping out of the car. “I can’t believe you let Hapta come up with such a ridiculous idea.”

Marcus scowled over his shoulder at her before turning to the driver with the cab fare. “What other idea would you have come up with?” He stepped out of the car and closed the door firmly.

She frowned back at him, walking around the cab to meet him on the other side. “Definitely not that I’m a dumb researching team. My God, Marcus. What were you thinking?” She turned to Jonathan and clucked her tongue. “And you let them.”

Jonathan shook his head, closing the door and stepped back onto the brick sidewalk. “That was the only thing we could think of. Why else would we need to see her?”

Tampa wrinkled her nose. “I should’ve come earlier.” She shoved at Marcus’ chest, glaring up at him. “You should’ve told me as soon as you found her.”

“You’d have scared her!” Marcus shot back, glowering down at her. “Even now, I doubt you’ll do much to help the situation. She already knows and is refusing to take our calls.”

“Do you blame her, you terrible liars,” Tampa jutted her hands on her hips. She heaved a sigh, looking over Marcus’ shoulder at the clear blue sky, picturing her sister’s haggard expression. “Poor girl… I want to see her.” She gritted her teeth when Marcus narrowed his eyes at her. “I know I’ll do a lot better than you.”

“You obviously don’t remember who you look like,” Marcus mumbled darkly. “Just one look at you, she’ll hightail out of here in fear.”

Tampa scowled at him. “Okay Smarty-pants. What’s your big idea then?”

Jonathan shook his head and stepped away from them, walking toward the street. He couldn’t stand and just wait until Hannah was ready to talk with him. Now that he’d found her, he didn’t want to leave her alone.

Marcus halted in his retort and jerked his attention to Jonathan’s back as the taller man trudged quietly toward the road. “Where are you going?!” he hollered, scowling when Tampa smacked him again. “For God’s sake, woman, keep your hands to yourself.” He grinned despite his annoyance with her defying him and started to pull her into an embrace. He’d missed her.

“Nu-uh,” Tampa ducked under his arms and started after Jonathan. “Let’s go together, Jon!” she called after him as she waddled to meet him.

Clucking his tongue at his pregnant wife walking over to Jonathan who had slowed down to wait for her, Marcus shook his head and pushed forward to follow them. “This is a bad idea…”

“It’s better than what you’ve done so far,” Tampa threw over her shoulder at him, snaking an arm around Jonathan’s as they walked down to the nearest main street to flag down a cab.

<<Part 29 || Part 31>>

Strangers of the Past: Chapter XV

Posted on 25/12/2012

sflowersjJonathan felt like kicking a stack of rocks. The perplexed look on Ameya’s face tore him up, especially when her dark eyes skimmed his as she glanced a few times into the rear-view mirror on their long drive. Though both Hapta and Marcus kept her attention with questions of the island, Jonathan could tell that she was wondering about him. It wasn’t something to rejoice about, since he’d put worry in her heart about him.

Swallowing hard, he cleared his throat once and Ameya’s eyes flew up to the rear-view mirror in expectation. He cleared his throat again before he lost his nerves. “Uh… where are we going?”

Marcus hid a smile at Jonathan’s hesitance. “You know, I’ve been wondering the same thing for about ten minutes now… Miss Ameya, where are we going?”

Jonathan felt his face warm as the woman narrowed her eyes slightly at him.

“For a moment there, I thought you were dumb,” Ameya answered honestly, lowering her gaze to the view before her just in time to press on the brakes before they rear-ended another tour van. “Ugh, great…” Her eyes skimmed the jammed road ahead, cars parked bumper to bumper, taillights blinking everywhere.

Hapta frowned. “What’s going on? An accident?”

“Nope.” She clicked on the left signal and peered over her left shoulder to merge onto the next lane. “Festival preparations.”

Both Hapta and Marcus grunted before leaning back in their seats. Ameya expertly maneuvered about the packed vehicles until she moved their tour van onto the only moving lane on the left. It wasn’t until a few minutes later, when she sped past a road sign labeled Mamiku Gardens, 9 km.

“Any of you like plants and flowers?” Ameya asked casually just as she noticed Jonathan’s eyes travel to the side where the sign was erected.

Hapta wrinkled his nose but Marcus cleared his throat, noticing the direction of Ameya’s gaze. He hid a smile. “Why don’t we check it out? I heard from Warren that you like plants…”

Ameya’s gaze shifted to Marcus and she smirked. “Don’t be mistaken. This tour is not about me.”

Marcus shrugged his broad shoulders. “Humor us… Besides Jonathan here has a garden at home. It might inspire him.” He wriggled his brows knowingly at his brother-in-law.

Jonathan frowned lightly. It’s Hannah’s garden…

She shifted her gaze back to Jonathan, one brow raised inquisitively. Then she nodded as if impressed and hid a smile. “Alright then… We’ll make a short stop at the Mamiku Gardens then.”

Jonathan swallowed hard and glanced once at Marcus who smirked at him as if to say ‘you’re welcome.’

A step ahead of the three men, Ameya gazed up at the scenic blue sky and smiled. It’d been a while since she’d come here and every time was just like the first time. The great expanse of green spotted with vibrant array of flowers and herbs was simply paradise and she had to refrain from grinning like an excited child in a candy store. Her fingers itched to trace the strong stalks of plants, to feel the soft petals of the flowers and her nose twitched from the alluring scents of fragrant herbs.

Steeling herself, Ameya glanced over her shoulder to check on the men silently taking in the legendary botanical garden. “Well…” the rest of the words were stuck in her throat as her eyes fell on the tallest of the three. He was staring up at a flower tree with a quizzical expression, unmindful of both Marcus and Hapta who were standing a few feet away from him, talking quietly among themselves. With one quick glance at their direction, Ameya straightened her shoulders and prepared herself to approach this elusive man.

Jonathan couldn’t believe it. He wanted to laugh, recalling how many times he and Hannah had argued about this so-called exotic flower that Hannah had wanted to plant back in Houston. If only he could remember that silly name.

“Noni tree,” a soft husky voice said from behind his shoulder and Jonathan instinctively stiffened his back at her unannounced presence.

Jonathan dared not look her way but kept his gaze on the strange-looking plant.  That’s the name… The tree of life. He couldn’t hide a wistful smile, recalling the adamant way Hannah tried to convince him of its benefits in their backyard. He argued that it would spook not only him but their neighbors, to which she ignored.

“Also known as Morinda Citrofolia. The tree of life,” Ameya continued, staring fondly at the plant. “It’s a strange looking plant but its benefits outweigh its ugly appearance.” She peered up at the man’s face, taking note of his strong jaw and long, slightly-crooked nose. A baseball accident. Ameya blinked in surprise at her wayward thoughts of curiosity for this man. “A curious tree, isn’t it?”

“Hmm…” Jonathan answered, shaken by how familiar her voice was, as if she hadn’t been absent from his life for more than eight years. God, how can I continue this? His body ached from being so close to her but unable to touch her. Except that her scent was different. Lighter but still welcoming. Without thinking, he took a step away from her. “H-how common is this tree outside of here?”

Ameya tried to ignore the stinging feeling at his open rejection. “Not very common. It would be hard to export this to America, if that’s what you’re asking,” she answered gruffly.

Jonathan peeked at her from the corner of his eye and hid back a smile. “I see…” His eyes trailed along the hanging fruit of the plant. “Hard but not impossible?”

“Right…” Ameya answered, suddenly curious of his inquisitiveness. “Are you an avid gardener, Mr. Harris?”

“Jonathan…” he answered quickly. “And not really.” He paused before speaking again, as if it was hard to speak. “My wife…”

Ameya felt her breath stop at this soft word of admission. His wife! She turned her eyes to him. “You’re married?”

Jonathan finally turned his full gaze to her face and Ameya felt her cheeks warm at the intensity of those gray eyes. She swallowed against the sudden dryness in her throat, waiting for his admission.

“Hey Jon! Come see this!” Marcus called from a few feet away and Ameya witnessed the warm look fade from his eyes as he lifted them over her head. She heard the soft sigh of relief from him as he stepped around her and practically stumble down the dirt path to meet his brother-in-law. She felt her feet turn, witnessed her own eyes follow the tall man’s lanky frame as he strode alongside Marcus before she heard her own sigh of relief. What’s going on here?

It wasn’t until she finally made her way to the front door of her neighbor’s house a few hours later, Ameya realized that she’d been so preoccupied with the mysterious giant of a tourist. As her son drowsily fell into her arms, Ameya gently smiled at her friend and neighbor. “Mesi…”

Genevieve grinned, rubbing Tomas’ back. “Be careful going home.”

Ameya sighed. “Bonne nuit.” She kissed her son’s downy head and with a farewell smile at Genevieve, she turned and made the short trek down the sloping street to her own dark house.

Balancing a sleeping Tomas on her right hip, she reached in her slingback purse for the house key. Rustling to open the door, she shifted Tomas onto her other hip and kicked the door to accommodate the two of them. “You’re not getting any lighter, Chou…” she muttered a few minutes later, tucking Tomas into his small cot.

Her gaze strolled down from his gentle-sloping forehead, his straight and pert nose, his puckered full lips and long lashes splayed on his high cheekbones spotted with light freckles. Ameya could see her in him, especially those full lips and high cheekbones… but the freckles, his straight nose and freckles, not to mention his light, downy hair and grey eyes.

She frowned lightly, suddenly recalling the grey-eyed man from earlier in the day. Ameya shook her head adamantly to remove the man from her thoughts. Why was she thinking about him? Hesitantly, Ameya turned her attention back to her dear son and told herself to focus on who she had in front of her. Family. This was her family and she was more than satisfied.

—-

“I have to get her back,” Jonathan said in a matter-of-fact tone, staring up at the ceiling.

Marcus lifted his eyes from typing a long text to Tampa and Hapta paused from polishing his brown leather boots.

“Standing next to her today, hearing her voice… seeing her face so close,” Jonathan said, his voice wavering. “I can’t just wait passively for her to remember me.” He swallowed hard. “She hasn’t remembered me yet.”

“He’s right,” Hapta piped in. “If anything, she seems to want to avoid him as if he’s creeping her out with all that staring and weird silence.”

Marcus smirked lightly. “I don’t think that’s it… She knows you’re familiar and it’s probably scaring her.”

Jonathan shifted his gaze to Marcus sitting a few feet from the window. “Scaring her?”

“Hmm, in a good way.” Marcus grinned impishly. “Honestly, it’s like watching a rerun… The chemistry between you two is palpable, I can’t barely stand it.” He chuckled. “She can’t keep her eyes off you.”

“Stop,” Jonathan muttered, feeling his cheeks warm visibly.

“See, you know I’m right.”

“Hapta is right. She’s just wary of me.” Jonathan turned his back to face his brother-in-law, staring at the wall in front of him. Except today, Ameya had surprised him by how she approached him first and spoke without hesitance. His cheeks warmed, his body tingled in anticipation despite the nagging worry that Hannah might never return to him.

<<Part 14 || Part 16>>