Posts tagged “grief

Her Champion: Chapter 25

Posted on 06/08/2013

campusdorm

“Would you freaking sit still?” Crystal nearly shrieked as Dylan turned his head once more, making her miss the cut over his brow that was dripping blood.

He leaned back on the toilet and looked up at her, blood falling over his eye and down his cheek. “Take it easy. It’s just a few scratches and bruises, alright? I’m fine.”

“You are bleeding on the floor,” she pointed out through clenched teeth. “It is not alright.”

He sighed and ran the back of his hand over the cut, ignoring Crystal’s wince. “I’m fine,” he repeated slowly. “Why don’t you-”

“Dill, please. Just let me clean you up.” Her lower lip trembled as she took in the blood and bruises. The day had gone so well up until Dylan had taken her home. A few wrong words and their drunk father had started swinging on his favorite target. She bit down on her lip, trying to keep the tears under control. The last thing he needed was her sobbing all over him.

Sensing she was on the verge of tears, Dylan obediently leaned forward and presented his face to her. “Make it quick, okay?”

Tamar bit the tip of her thumbnail as she listened to the dial tone. She’d hoped he would call her first and explain why he was late getting to her but as the night dragged on without word from him, Tamar couldn’t ignore the nagging twinge at the back of her neck. That uneasy feeling that something was wrong. Still as she waited for Dylan to answer the call, Tamar prayed her worry was baseless and unnecessary.

Crystal looked up when she heard Dylan’s phone vibrating across the table. He jumped on the opportunity.

“Go get that for me, will you?” he asked taking the alcohol soaked napkin from her hand.

She hesitated for a second but nodded and dashed toward the kitchen for the phone, her eye on Dylan all the while. “Hi–um, Dylan’s phone.”

Tamar breathed a sigh of relief   almost immediately at the female voice. “Crystal?” She bit her bottom lip, still strung up from waiting anxiously for Dylan. “It’s Tamar. Is your brother with you?”

“Hey Tamar. Yeah. . . he’s here.” She looked to Dylan for instruction and saw his eyes widen before he muttered a curse and dropped his head. “He’s kinda a mess right now,” she blurted out.

Tamar’s eyes widened and she felt her windpipe tighten. She stood to her feet and walked quickly to the door of her room. “Messed up? Where is he–where are you?”

“At his dorm. Could you. . . could you come over?”

Dylan made himself get to his feet. He’d forgotten that he’d planned to spend time with Tamar after dropping Crystal off. He would apologize and make it up to her but she didn’t need to see this. “Crystal, give me the phone, honey.”

Her voice firmed. “Don’t let him talk you out of coming. Please.”

Tamar shivered at Crystal’s urgency, already heading out the front door. Thankfully, Bekah was still on campus and wasn’t there to stop her. “I’m on my way now. I’ll take the next bus and come straight there.”

“The phone, Crys,” he prompted, finding patience when he was certain he had none left. She handed him the phone then. “Hey pretty girl. Sorry about earlier. Some things came up. You don’t need to rush over here. Everything’s fine. Make it up to you tomorrow?”

Tamar shook her head, moving quickly to the bus stop across the street. “Don’t, Dylan. Please just let me come to you. I already left home and if I go back, I won’t be able to sleep until I see you. I’m coming and that’s final.” She managed to keep her voice steady even though her body trembled at the thought of Dylan being hurt. What happened?

Dylan forced himself not to glare at Crystal. She’d already been through enough. “C’mon pretty girl. Don’t you trust me? I’m still in one piece and I’ll still be in one piece tomorrow,” he added even though he knew he’d already lost.

“If you’re in one piece, then you won’t mind me coming by to see you and Crystal,” Tamar answered, looking up just as a bus pulled up. “I’ll be there within ten minutes.”

He sighed. “Right. We’ll be here.”

“Good. I’ll see you.” Tamar disconnected the call as she stepped into the bus and made her way to an empty seat. Releasing a haggard breath, she prepared herself for the worst as the bus eased off the sidewalk and onto the street leading to the campus.

“She needed to come, Dylan,” Crystal said softly.

“No, Crys. She didn’t.” He dropped his head back in an attempt to stop the nosebleed.

“If you’re going to be serious about her then she needs to know our dad is. . . less than fatherly,” she said pinching his nose for him. “She was going to find out eventually. No relationship should have secrets. You told me that.”

“I’m going to stop giving you advice,” he warned. “Can you clean up the bathroom so she doesn’t have a heart attack?”

She nodded and dropped her hand. “You need to get a band-aid on that before she gets here if you’re trying to clean up,” she added on her way into the bathroom.

Tamar told herself to walk slowly after the second time she tripped on an uneven concrete slab. “Relax,” she bit through clenched teeth, crossing the sidewalk to Dylan’s dormitory. If she showed she was worried, Dylan might not let her stay and she had to. At this moment, she could only hear Crystal’s frantic voice and Dylan’s strained plea for her to stay away. Her pace quickened, taking the stairs as she prayed that Dylan was not as badly hurt as her mind let her believe. Reaching his door, Tamar took half a second to catch her breath before knocking. “Please don’t let it be too bad.”

Crystal glanced over at Dylan who was still mopping up the blood on his face.  Pushing him toward the bathroom, she turned to open the door for Tamar. “Hey,” she tried to say easily and started to give her a hug only to realize her hands were stained with her brother’s blood. She hastily linked them behind her back, swallowing hard. “Come on in.”

Tamar didn’t know what to react to first; the fact that the tensed Crystal was racing to embrace her or that she jerked back as if catching herself. Swallowing hard, Tamar nodded and entered the empty room, her eyes immediately searching for Dylan. “Where is he?” She whispered, turning back to face her. Her breath caught, noticing blood on the right sleeve of the younger girl’s shirt. Eyes jerked back to Crystal’s. “What? Dylan?”

“Give me a few seconds, pretty girl!” Dylan called out.

“He’s okay,” Crystal rushed to reassure both herself and Tamar. “He just needs a few band-aids.”

Tamar shook her head, already following Dylan’s voice to the bathroom door propped slightly open. The sight of the blood stained tissues on the counter and Dylan’s face made her entire body tremble. She pushed open the door and stepped inside, her tongue heavy. She could only stare at him, tears welling up already.

“You’re not real good with–” he looked over and caught the sheen of tears in her eyes. “ Aww, pretty girl, don’t cry. I’m fine. Barely even hurts. I promise.”

She shook her head, blinking back the tears. Crying would do nothing to help Dylan or Crystal. The gash above his eye was still bleeding and the scratches along his cheekbones and upper lip were noticeable darker than the rest of his face. Tamar stepped around him, running water over her hands while she eyed the bloody stack of tissues in the waste basket. They’d attempted to clean up before she came and she swallowed the hardened lump in her throat. Heaving a sigh, she reached for another clean tissue and turned to face him. “Sit down,” she said sternly, staring at the bloody cut over his eye.

He opened his mouth to protest but the look in her eyes made him close his mouth and sit as instructed. “It’s not as bad as it looks,” he mumbled, resting his elbows on his thighs. “You’re gonna make a big deal outta this, aren’t you?”

Tamar didn’t respond, too angry with herself for wanting to hold him and cry. Why would anyone lift a hand to hurt him? She gingerly pressed the tissue against the wound, pursing her lips when he winced. “Hold this. Do you have a first-aid kit?”

“Yeah, you are,” he decided when she didn’t answer. He sighed and slipped his hand underneath hers. “I’ve got a tape kit under the sink. There might be something in there you can use.”

She gave him a puzzled look before sighing. “I’m going to bring you a first-aid kit later.” Waiting until he’d secured his fingers over the stained tissue, she moved to the sink and knelt down. It didn’t take long to fish out the tape kit and she almost groaned, turning the box in her hands. There was not much she could do with it. Tamar rose slowly, scanning the counter before looking back at him. “I’ll need alcohol. Where’s your cologne?”

“Resourceful but not necessary. Crystal has the bottle somewhere.”

“Here,” she offered quietly, leaning against the door frame and handing Tamar the alcohol. Something in her eased having Tamar there, knowing that Dylan’s welfare wasn’t depending solely on her.

Tamar nodded gratefully at Crystal before turning back to Dylan who lowered the stained cloth from his brow. Drenching another clean tissue with the alcohol, she barely hesitated to press it on the open wound. As he winced again, Tamar clenched her teeth to hide her grimace. “Who did this to you?” It was hard masking the anger in her voice.

“I think we should talk about your day instead. Classes were good? Learn anything interesting?” he asked knowing she wouldn’t entertain him but unwilling not to try.

Tamar cut him a look. “I don’t want to talk about my day, Dylan. What happened?”

“Got into a fight,” he answered sheepishly.

She forced out a breath impatiently. “Well yes, Dylan. I know that.” She dabbed at the wound, relieved that the bleeding was ebbing slowly. “Who was the other guy? He better look worse than you do right now.” Pulling off the stained cloth, she reached for another clean wipe and doused it with more alcohol.

“Told you she was violent.” Knowing he couldn’t put it off forever, he sobered and drew in a deep breath. “The other guy was my father.”

Tamar’s hand stilled over his eye and her heart stopped for a brief moment. His father? Her hand slowly lowered from his face and she gaped at him in disbelief, knowing she’d obviously hard wrong. “Who?” she croaked out.

“You heard it right the first time. Dear old dad decided to take a few swings for old times’ sake. Not a big deal. Are you done with that? It stings.”

Crystal made a soft sound in the back of her throat and turned away.

Tamar pulled in her slack jaw and nodded. “Just need to put a tissue and some tape on it. I’ll get you bandages later.” She squeezed the soiled tissue, her blood curdling as she allowed herself to quickly process what Dylan just said. By the curt way he responded, it was obvious that this wasn’t the first time and that alone broke her heart.

To keep from prodding him further, Tamar focused on dressing his wound. “Sorry,” she whispered, careful to keep her fingers light and steady over his face.

“No need to apologize. I might need to do this more often just to get you to play nurse. You’re pretty good at it. When you concentrate you get this little wrinkle right here,” he said lightly tracing a finger above her eyebrows. “Cute.”

She gave him a long-suffering look as if trying to figure out what to do with him. Then quietly, Tamar knelt in front of him and as carefully as she could, wrapped her arms around his waist. Ignoring the toilet seat poking at her hips, she leaned into him and pressed her cheek against his chest.

Air caught in his throat and he had to cough to relieve the tightening in his chest. “Tamar, get up. We can go sit in the room or something.” Even as he said it, his arms slipped around her waist to hold her closer. Even Crystal gave him space after a fight. Never had anyone thought to comfort him like this and he wasn’t sure what to do with it.

She shook her head, content with holding him here despite the cold tile pushing at her knees. The tight feeling in her chest didn’t ease up until his arms wrapped around her and she blinked back tears, frustrated that she couldn’t do anything else for him. “I wish I could do more than dress your wounds and give you a hug.” she whispered against his chest, breathing him in. Her arms tightened around Dylan.

“That’s more than enough. More than enough,” he told her gruffly, finally letting the stress of the day slide away.

“No it’s not but it’ll have to do for now.” Tamar shivered, realizing that she’d felt slighted waiting for him, busy dollying herself while he fought off his father’s blows. She closed her eyes tightly and held him tightly.

He winced, having taken more than one body blow but he’d take another before he told Tamar she was holding him too tightly. Her affection, her comfort was more than worth the pain. He closed his eyes to savor it, pushing past the twinge of discomfort.

At his silence, Tamar eased back to peer up at him. Her heart squeezed painfully, taking in the darkening bruises and she had to refrain from caressing his cheek. “I want you both to come home with me.” She pushed up to her feet, staring at him with a straight face. Fear gripped her at the thought of leaving both of them here while Dylan’s dangerous father lurked out at night. “Besides, you were supposed to sleep over tonight anyway,” she added quickly and her brows lifted, daring him to  protest or reject her offer.

“Tamar–”

“That’s a great idea, Tamar,” Crystal interrupted returning to the bathroom and looking straight at Dylan. “I already have a bag in the car and it won’t take Dylan long to pack.”

“Do I have a choice?” Dylan asked leaning back, trying to ignore the stiffness already settling in.

“Not if I can help it,” Tamar answered easily, giving Crystal a grateful smile over her shoulder. “Great. We have one extra bedroom, so you two can be comfortable.”

“I’ll pack–”

“I can pack my own things, Crystal.” Dylan sighed and pushed himself off of the toilet. “Since you two have clearly decided to be on the same team tonight.”

Tamar rolled her eyes and quietly watched morosely as Dylan trudged away from her. His movements were stilted and stiff, as if there was more to his injuries than the bruises and cuts on his face. She sighed heavily. Once they were alone, she aimed to treat all his wounds and find out why he fought with his father.

“Thank you for coming,” Crystal said softly. “I can only do so much and he gets so. He’ll shut you out to protect you.”

She smiled wearily at Dylan’s sister, her eyes scanning the girl’s face for any sign of injury. “It’s understandable… We all do that with those we care about.” Dragging her gaze back to the door of Dylan’s room, she sighed and turned back to Crystal. “What happened?” she asked in a gentle voice, hoping the girl would confide with her.

<<Chapter 24 || Chapter 26>>

Tunde & Anaya: Part 24

Posted on 02/05/2013

kent

Felicia and Silas’ wedding fell on a rainy early-September morning. The blushing bride gave her new sister-in-law a wink as she crossed the aisle to reach for Silas’ outstretched hand. The two sets of parents grinned at each other from across the aisle, the two fathers nodding their greeting as if just meeting for the first time.

Anaya couldn’t stop her tears, dabbing her cheeks as she watched Felicia hold hers in when Silas reverently said his vows. Her eyes shifted to the best man and her heart soared with pride as she took in her husband’s strong and svelte form in his dark grey tuxedo. She shook her head in awe, overwhelmed from her rampant hormones and her increasing love for Tunde.

As if he felt the weight of her stare, Tunde’s eyes pulled away from the couple and fell on his wife. His lips curled up in that slow, ‘I-see-you’ smile that had her blushing but she dared not look away, taking in all of him. Then he winked at her before returning his attention to Silas and Felicia.

Later, after bidding a goodnight to the beaming couple on their way to Washington for a brief respite, Tunde pulled the pregnant Anaya in his arms and kissed her soundly.

She blinked at him. “What was that for?” She glanced around, still aware of the disapproving eyes of his people that had attended Silas’ wedding, people that hadn’t attended theirs. It still saddened her that the lack of support for Tunde was unmistakably present. In the back of her mind, Anaya wondered when they would come to accept him. And her.

“Do I need a reason to kiss my wife?” He smirked down at her. “In that case, I found that I couldn’t keep my eyes off you. Go figure.” Lowering his hands to cup the slight mound of her belly, he flashed that striking smile again. “Any movement yet?”

Anaya wrinkled her nose playfully. “We’re just a few months in, Tunde…” She covered her hand over his.

“There’s the two I’ve been looking for,” Josephine sing-songed as she made her way down the church steps to greet her son and daughter-in-law. “Good I caught you in time before you escaped.”

“I gotta get this beautiful woman home, Mom. It’s her birthday tomorrow,” Tunde informed his mother even as he tucked Anaya under his arm. “Aren’t you coming by?”

“Of course I am. How could I miss the birthday of my beautiful daughter…” Josephine clucked her tongue, pulling Anaya out of Tunde’s arms and into her own. “My dear girl, I hope this boy is doing all I asked.” She kissed Anaya’s cheek. “How’s your family? Your mother?”

Anaya didn’t miss the pointed words and bit her bottom lip. What could she say, knowing the encouraging smile would disappear from Josephine’s lips if she told the truth? “She’s… fine.”

It didn’t take a sage to understand Anaya’s hesitance and Josephine sighed heavily. “Still hasn’t come around?” Her eyes lifted to Tunde who shook his head. She clucked her tongue and looked back down at Anaya. Cupping the girl’s cheek, she willed Anaya to look at her. “Don’t despise your mother, my dear daughter… She just needs more time.”

How much time does she need to accept us? Anaya winced as a sharp pain shot up her leg but she lowered her eyes and merely nodded. Six months had passed since the wedding and still Hadiza refused to even say anything except ‘Oh, you’re here… Your dad isn’t here,’ before she retreated into her room. A room that her father no longer slept in, to give her mother enough space and privacy. She curled her fingers into her palms. Hadiza’s blatant disapproval of Tunde and their marriage was taking a toll on her happiness and her sanity.

“Just keep being patient and give her more time…”

Anaya kept replaying Josephine’s words in her head even as she lay in a sleeping Tunde’s arms, feeling every vibration from Tunde’s loud snoring. She didn’t mind it tonight, too distracted by her thoughts to even sleep for a minute.

Another sharp pain shot up her leg and Anaya winced as a nerve under her belly stretched so tightly, she gasped inwardly.  This time, the pain didn’t go away, sending piercing twinges along her stomach lining. Anaya’s heart started to beat faster as fear snuck in. “Tunde.” Now that her thoughts completely cleared out, something wasn’t right about the empty, vacuum feeling at the base of her stomach. “Tunde!” she jabbed his chest with her elbow.

“Rrrr—Ooof!” Tunde grunted awake and blinked rapidly in the dark. “Huh?”

Anaya hissed as another sharp pain jabbed her upper abdomen. She tried to shift away but the movement sent cold shivers along her lower back. One hand moved to cup around the base of her stomach. “T-the baby… Oh God, the baby!”

He jerked upright and stared hard at his wife bowed over her waist. “Ana—what’s wrong?” One hand blindly reached for her shoulder. “Baby, what?”

Her other hand moved to brace the mattress so she could lift herself in an upright position. Then she felt it and jerked her hand back, letting out a scream that almost sent her startled husband flying off the bed. Something wet, dark and sticky was on the sheets, where she’d been laying down.  “Tunde, the baby!!”

Silas swallowed hard as he watched Tunde leaning his forehead against the wall. He shot to his feet when Tunde bumped his head in a repeated motion, hearing the dull sound in the quiet waiting room. “Bro…” he said quietly, placing a firm hand on Tunde’s shoulder.

Felicia pulled in her lips as she stared over Leeza’s bent head at the two brothers, her heart aching for Tunde and Anaya who was still in the ICU. When Anaya’s sister whimpered beside her, Felicia pulled her attention back to the girl and rubbed her back soothingly. She had no words of comfort, her own throat tight and dry. Thoughts of her honeymoon flew out of her mind since Tunde’s frantic call, something he never did. He barely sounded like himself, begging his younger brother to come to the hospital, unable to hear Silas.

“God please,” Anaya’s father muttered beside his daughter, his hands folded in reverent supplication and his eyes squeezed tight as he prayed. “Please save my daughter. Please.”

Amen… Felicia sighed heavily, shifting her eyes to the bowed, veiled head of Anaya’s quiet mother beside her husband. Her heart clenched tightly, annoyed and sympathetic for the woman at the same time. When the doctor had asked for the mother of the patient, she’d noticed Hadiza struggle within herself… almost like she wasn’t sure if she should’ve gone inside. At that brief hesitating moment, Josephine stepped forward while Hadiza hung back and followed the doctor inside. Tunde couldn’t go in, the doctor advised, not wanting both parents to be hysterical for Anaya’s sake.

“Oh Father,” Tunde groaned, his knees buckling under him. “Please… don’t do this.”

Felicia closed her eyes at the raw pain in Tunde’s voice and she whispered her own prayer for Anaya, the sweet-faced sister she’d never had. Please, make her better. Let Anaya and the baby live.

Tunde allowed Silas to steer him to a row of empty chairs along the back wall. His eyes were stinging with tears and he listlessly stared at the blurry linoleum floor, ears full of static. His heart was empty and his body tingling from a dull ache. Not that he could complain, especially when his wife and child were suffering alone.

The sound of measured footsteps against the linoleum floor approaching them made Tunde lift his head, hoping for some good news in the midst of his increasing despair.

 “It is a relief…” the soft and gentle voice of Hadiza drifted to her ears, lulling her from the deep sleep.

She forced open one eye and blinked almost immediately as her mother’s blurry image came into view. Her heart skipped a beat, she rejoicing inwardly that her mother was with her. She started to speak but her mother gave her a gentle smile, reaching out one hand to smoothen her brow. How she’d longed for her mother’s warm and reassuring touch, even if it was only for a little while.

Swallowing hard, she tried to move her hand to her belly but her mother eased one hand over hers to still her movement. “Be still… and rest,” Hadiza continued in a comforting whisper, her warm gaze a caress.

She blinked as tears started to gather, realizing now how much she’d missed those warm brown eyes on her, or the sound of Hadiza’s voice that never ceased to put her at ease. “Mama…”

“You have been through a lot, my daughter… my jewel,” Hadiza continued with a pained look on her face now.

She felt her heart picking up speed, not wanting Hadiza to stop smiling at her. Did she do something wrong again? “Mama…”

Hadiza sighed forlornly and lowered her eyes to where their hands were joined before lifting them back to her face. “I have been praying for you.”

“You have…?” she managed to squeak out, frowning. Her eyes lowered to her mother’s thumb gently tracing lines on her hand. “For what?”

“I am praying for peace, my daughter. And acceptance…of His will.”

A cold shiver trickled down her spine at her mother’s direct words and her gaze flew back to Hadiza’s face. Her heart skipped a beat at the serene smile on her mother’s face. “What…”

“And he is answering my prayers. All my many tears and prayers for you to be free. Just wait a few moments longer, dear daughter.”

“Free?” She could hear her own voice echoing amid her racing heartbeat.

Hadiza dipped her head, grinning even wider.

“I don’t understand…” She could feel her shoulders stiffening.

“My daughter,” Hadiza whispered fiercely, her own eyes glistening with tears. She gripped her hand tightly.

She shook her head, tugging her hand from her mother’s grip. “Free from what?” Then she felt it. The void. The cold shot down her legs, a dull ache along her sides. Her hand moved over her stomach. Her mouth went dry.

“It will all be over soon. Just wait and trust Him.”

“No.” Her throat was so dry, she barely could get that word out. Flickering her eyes to her mother, she could feel her jaw tightening. “Stop it.”

Hadiza’s brow furrowed in confusion. “Ana—“

Tears blurred her vision but she continued on, thankful for the veil to cover her mother’s visible hurt expression. “How come when you finally decide to talk to me, it’s to pray over the death of my child. How could you?”

From the blur, she could see Hadiza’s frame stiffen and the tears gathered all the more.

“How could you do this to me, Mama? I loved and trusted in you to come back to me. To be the mother you’re supposed to be for me. How could you wish this ill fate on me and my child?”

“You are blind and foolish to not understand His will!” Hadiza shot back, her voice shaking with fury. “I have tried to give you time to come to your senses, to see—“

“No Mama, it is you who should’ve come to your senses…” Her lips trembled and she squeezed her fingers against the cloth by her side. “It is you who should’ve changed your mind and really seen me. Your daughter, happy.” She blinked and in that brief moment, she saw it; the look of betrayal and hurt on Hadiza’s face. This time she didn’t falter, knowing the pain in her heart was deeper than what her mother could ever feel. “You should’ve blessed me as your daughter, but instead you cursed me… cursed me and my child.” She choked on a sob, her body convulsing to hold back the wave of anguish that threatened to overwhelm her.

Hadiza’s eyes widened in alarm at the sight of her child convulsing before her and started to lean in but immediately jerked back when her daughter recoiled from her touch. “Anaya…”

She stiffened at her mother’s incredulous whisper but regained her composure, pulling her eyes down to her trembling hands. “Please leave.” She didn’t cringe at the sound of her own cold voice echoing in her ears.

It wasn’t until her mother’s hesitant footsteps moved away from the bed and the sound of the door closing firmly behind her before Anaya’s shoulders sagged and she gave into her agonized sobs.

Gasping for air, Anaya snapped her eyes open to the blank ceiling tiles over her bed.  She stiffened, recalling the vivid memory of her nightmare and shuddered as a cold draft blew over her exposed temple. The sound of her own cries echoed in her mind and she cringed, closing her eyes.

“Cold?”

Anaya opened her eyes again and shifted them to her right. The sight of her husband sitting by the bed sent her heart racing. She took a deep breath and released it in a shuddering sigh. Her gaze traveled from his disheveled appearance; hair not brushed, haggard expression, rumpled plaid shirt he wore two nights ago. Her eyes widened, her blood frozen through her veins. “What day is it?”

He raised a bushy brow at her odd question but sighed. “Wednesday.”

She frowned. “How long…?”

“Three days.”

She drew in a sharp breath. “I’ve been sleeping all that time?”

“No.” His eyes said everything else he didn’t.

She felt compelled to ask. She had to. “I had a dream… about my mother.” Her body trembled at the memory.

“It wasn’t a dream.”

Anaya’s body went stiff, the vivid images of her mother’s warm smile replaced by a look of betrayed hurt flashed before her eyes. “It wasn’t?” she heard her voice crack.

Tunde sighed. “Your father took her home yesterday… He told me to apologize to you when you woke up again.” His voice was steady and calm but Anaya knew he was aware of her dream that turned out to be a real memory. She’d actually heard her mother admit to cursing their unborn child and she’d asked Hadiza to leave and never come back.

“Tunde…” Her body was in pain. Her mind was tired and Anaya wanted to cry again.

It didn’t take Tunde but a moment to move from his spot on the chair and perch on the bed, pulling his distraught wife into his arms. “Don’t hold it in. Cry if you want.”

And so she did, with reckless abandon because it was the only thing she could do for now.

<<Part 23 || Part 25>>