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Chasing Truth: Chapter 14

Posted on 19/09/2014

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Wind blew through Mari’s hair from the opened windows of Tyler’s truck. It was earlier than she usually started her days off, but excitement wouldn’t let her sleep in. She’d looked forward to the trip out on Leilani’s yacht all week. Leilani was just getting back from a big conference for her family’s company in New York. The three friends plotted for some uninterrupted girl time out on the water.

She rolled her head to the side to stare at Tyler. He relaxed in his seat, one hand lazily controlling the steering wheel. They’d missed the last few days together due to her schedule and her spending time with Gage and the family. Gage’s trips could be rare and they could be plentiful. She never knew so she took full advantage of any time he managed to spend on the island.

Tyler volunteered to drive her to the dock to carve out some time together and he surprised her with the breakfast sandwich she chased with juice. Now he threw the occasional look her way with that amazing smile.

“Jules and Leilani are lucky I know how excited you are about today.”

“Oh yeah? Why’s that?

“Because if I didn’t, I’d kidnap you for the day. Take you out to Rocanda and spoil you. It’s been a while. Too long.”

“If these weren’t my best friends I might’ve let you talk me into it too,” she said with a grin, climbing out as soon as he parked at the dock.

She threw her bag over her shoulder and started up the dock before Tyler fell into step beside her.

“Got everything?”

“Yeah, I think so.”

“Before you go.”

“What is it?” Mari opened her bag and double-checked for the sunscreen. She didn’t have to look up to know that Julia’s arms were folding and she was muttering under her breath. “Hurry up. Jules is getting impatient.”

“I thought I heard something about you looking for your birth father.”

Her head snapped up. “What? No. And I don’t have time to talk about the reasons why.”

“That’s fine, sweetheart. I just heard it around and wanted to see if you needed any help.”

She smiled and brushed a kiss over his cheek. “Thanks, but no. See you when we get back.”

“Have fun,” he called after her as she started for the boat.

Julia and Leilani waited for her with bikini tops and shorts. Towels were thrown over their shoulders and sunglasses shielded both of their eyes.

“It’s about time you made it,” Leilani said watching as Mari walked up.

“Relax, Ry. I wouldn’t miss it for the world.” Mari tweaked Leilani’s floppy sun hat and boarded the boat with them trailing behind her.

“I wasn’t sure if Tyler was going to let you go.” Julia tossed her towel onto one of the chairs on the deck and set her bag beside it.

Mari grinned. “He’s missed his time with me, but decided to be generous and not kidnap me today.”

“Wow, how nice of him,” Julia said rolling her eyes with a laugh.

Mari wasted no time lowering her sunglasses over her eyes and stretching out on one of the chairs. Tyler’s question had unsettled her. Leilani propped her hands on her hips, staring down at her.

“Okay, so clearly you’re sharing first today.”

“Why don’t we talk about you and Keon instead?”

Leilani flushed bright red and her mouth thinned. “Oh no, you are not going to do this to me today with your little ‘I’m cool and collected’ face like you don’t have a care in the world while I’m over here blushing like red is my natural shade.”

Mari peeked over her shades and noticed Julia watched Leilani as well. “Everything alright?”

“No, everything is not alright! Now spill.”

“Well if you insist.” Mari slid her glasses back into place and got comfortable on the chair once more. “Everything’s fine for the most part although Papa apparently has his dad senses tingling about Tyler.”

Julia raised a brow at that. “I already told you how I felt about him so I can’t say that’s a surprise.”

“You said he was too observant. He used to work security. That kind of thing makes sense. It’s not exactly a ‘he’s creepy’.”

“Fine. That’s fair. Maybe it’s the whole security guy air over him. It just makes a person wary.”

“It doesn’t make me wary. It makes me feel safe.”

Julia snorted even as Leilani’s grin stretched wide. She nudged Mari’s legs over and dropped down onto her chair beside her.

“Makes you feel safe, does it?”

“Please do remember we’re planning to talk about you and Keon soon.”

Leilani stuck her tongue out. “I’m just saying. So things are like…serious?”

“As serious as they can be. I like him, like spending time with him, how he treats me. I’m seriously getting spoiled. I’m not saying I’m going to marry him next week, but I’d like to see where it goes.”

“Okay, so Raoul not being completely on board could be an issue. Is that all?”

Mari sighed and fell silent. Tyler’s question brought back up the thoughts she had earlier.

“I considered trying to find my biological father. Nixed the idea pretty quickly, but I guess Raoul was worried enough about it that he mentioned it to some people.”

“But you’re not going to go through with it?” Julia asked.

“No. I should be ready to really let that go now, don’t you think? No need to go searching for someone who’s never bothered to search for me. It was just on my mind this morning is all.” She turned her head to look at Leilani. “So why don’t you tell us about Keon and New York?”

Leilani didn’t answer right away, studying her as if trying to be sure she was hiding nothing else. Finally, as the boat began to make its way out into the open waters, Leilani began to share.

 

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Chasing Truth: Chapter 6

Posted on 25/07/2014

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The wind whistled around her as Mari pushed through the wrought-iron gate. She slipped her thumbs through the loops of her jeans as she wound her way through the unofficial and uneven paths barely lit by the slowly rising sun. Her feet didn’t falter. The trek was embedded in her very heels.

She didn’t stop until she reached the top of a small hill overlooking the ocean. She stopped there, closing her eyes and inhaling deeply as the wind played with her hair. A faint smile touched her lips when she turned around.

“Hey Mom. You’ve got a view today. It feels great up here.” She laughed softly and sank down into the grass. “You should’ve seen the ‘little gathering’ Raoul threw together. Iago was there. You remember he’s mayor now. I think the whole island was there. I’m pretty sure I danced with everyone too. You would’ve loved it.”

“I got back into touring yesterday. My aches have aches but it was worth it. We had a pretty good group so no one too obnoxious. Joe’s coconut shrimp is still beyond words of course. Jules is still snarky and Lani’s still Lani. It’s been a whirlwind since I’ve been back.”

She sighed and looked over at the marble headstone.

Miranda Drake. The gift of her life and love live on.

Sometimes she could still see it when she closed her eyes; the thick black fog choking out clean air, flames licking at the quaint place she’d always known as home. The fire had eaten the house faster than anything she ever witnessed in her seven years of life. The beach became the only place she felt safe. Raoul woke many nights only to find her in or seated just within reach of the waves.

“It’s good to be back. It really is. I just…sometimes I guess I feel like there’s something…more. Something missing. I just don’t know what. I didn’t find it at school either. Whatever it is.” She sighed and stretched out onto her back to stare up at the sky. “I thought getting away might tell me something I didn’t know. It was probably good to get away too. Papa and Allie needed time to do their whole married thing and I needed to learn how to not be his shadow.” She smiled to herself. “She’s good to him, Mom. You’d love her.”

“I missed this pretty much the entire time I was gone though. Did you? Was he amazing enough to make up for it? Or did it suck and he was just worth it?”

She restlessly rolled over onto her stomach. “I wonder about him every now and then. My father. You know, the guy you loved enough to run away with. Not often, but enough. It just would’ve been nice to know who he was at least. Not that it matters if he doesn’t want me. I’ve got Papa and Allie. That should be enough. That is enough. I’m just curious, which Papa says I got from you so you can’t blame me.”

Only a few details had been shared about Mari’s father. She knew that her mother had left the island with him before she was born and that she’d returned several years later with a four year old Mari in tow. She liked to think that meant she’d at least known him at some point. Then again that meant he knew she existed and didn’t care.

She sighed, tugging herself up into a sitting position. She didn’t start at the sound of someone coming up the hill behind her.

“Hey Papa.”

“You got out here pretty early.” Raoul came to sit beside her, his eyes fixed on his sister’s grave.

“Today’s busy and I haven’t had a chance to get up here yet.”

He nodded as he drew his legs up and rested his arms around his knees. After a moment he angled his head to look at her.

“Thinking about your father?”

“Sometimes I just wish I knew who he was. Just to know. You know I hate mysteries.”

He chuckled softly. “Sometimes it’s best for some things to remain unknown. The greatest mystery is one that remains unsolved.”

“She loved him. Whatever else was true about him, she loved him. Even I know how much Mom loved this place, but she left it for him. That has to count for something, doesn’t it?”

“But she also came back,” he reminded her gently. “And that counts for something too.”

“That’s probably true. Sometimes I just want to know for myself, I guess.”

“Have you started looking for him?”

She heard the catch in his voice despite his attempt to be casual. Scooting closer, she rested her head against his shoulder. “No, Papa. I haven’t and I probably never will. Things get so busy around here and it’s not like I really have a place to start. It’s not a big deal. I just wonder from time to time.”

“You’ll let me know if you change your mind.”

“You’ll be the first.”

That seemed to settle him and he dipped his head to kiss her forehead. “You’ve got more tours lined up today.”

“I wanted a chance to work with the new guy. He has one for this morning so I’ll tag along. I’ll take two out on my own later and join Keon at two.”

“I won’t even bother asking you if you’re ready. We’ll do a tour together next week if you can make the time.”

Her head shot up. “Camping?”

“Hiking at least.”

“You really know the way to a woman’s heart. I see now how you managed to snag Allie.”

He laughed and swatted at her. “First you’ll have to get through the schedule you’ve given yourself.”

“Piece of cake.” She glanced down at her watch and sighed.

“Time to get moving?”

“Time to get moving.”

“Go on then. And squeeze us in for dinner tonight, will you?”

She grinned and kissed his cheek before pushing to her feet. “Of course, Papa. See you later. Bye Mom.”

She jogged down the hill, letting her momentum carry her. She slowed down at the bottom and looked back to Raoul. He hadn’t moved from his spot by the grave. He was the man who took her in without hesitation, sacrificed for her, cherished and adored her. Whoever her father was, she didn’t need him. She had more than enough father in Raoul Drake.

With that settled in her mind, she took off back toward the house. She had a full day ahead of her and hiking with Tyler to get ready for.

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